I need a man who'd break, crumble and rot for me.
Like a dog that I can eat when there's no food.
I want his heart to be like a cake so I could dig my fingers in it and eat it while licking the icing off my fingers.
I crave a ragdoll so that I may grab him by the neck while uttering nothing but love and desire. I want someone who would work tooth and nail like I did for her. Though I know that i don't have the heart to act as she did. I'd never be able to love him either the way anything is supposed to be loved. I go desperately insane for things I know will never feel the same for me.