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Hazel Delacourt 🎀

What the fuck
My family has been having attacks and I don't even know about it until this very morning

Yeah I heard my parents talk about the attacks and how they have to move the wedding

I was shocked and they took me to Raphael's house and I had to agree to the marriage I cried a lot in the car

I fell like anyone could have seen my red eyes and. would find out that I cried

Ofcourse when Raphael entered he noticed the first thing about me that I was crying

I was sent home with my mother and locked in my own home for 3 days I had my friends they visited me

I cried with them they made me laugh and then we picked a wedding dress that was sent home for me by a designer in Paris

It was beautiful
It was truly beautiful
I believe every girl once in her life time has imagined her marriage I aswell did but I never imagined it to be like this

Me walking to the alter to my soon to be husband who hates me very much

He whispered to me that he he will be making my life hell and I so believed him

And then he kissed me ofcourse I had to kiss him back a lot of people were watching us right now

He kissed me roughly his lips were sweet like he ate something sweet before then he pulled away harshly

We were now sat on the table and my friends were giving the speech

After the speech it was time for us to dance I know for a reason we both don't want to dance
But he still asked me to dance because people are watching. I took his hand and we went to the dance floor a slow song was playing he moved his hand to my ass which made my hand move to his neck we were too close I could feel his breath on me

He say's "just you wait darling am gonna make sure you have a worst night ever" he said and kissed my cheek

"You could try but am not easily sacred" I replied

"You have no idea what I have planned for you my dear Zella" he said

"Try your best darling" i said that and the song ended I went away from him to my friends table

Anna made me laugh to control the atmosphere no one wanted to talk about what was going on so we did our thing we danced yeah we danced like who was gonna stop me from dancing in my own wedding and then we ate so much food we talked random stuff to make me relax. all of that was working a little little until I was called back at the table

I sat with my mother who asked my the most annoying thing at all she asked "what type of underwear I am wearing" I didn't reply her because I was fucking shocked

And the she was on and on about "There's gonna be so many lingeries for you to chose from in your bedroom. You have to seduce him at your best and be a good girl and do whatever he tells you we don't want anymore problems after you marry as well. you give him whatever he wants" my mother said to me I was shocked

"I-" I couldn't say a word to her I stood up and went to sit next to my so called husband atleast I can handle him

My feet was hurting like hell I wore the heels for more then 6 hours and then I also danced in them  I couldn't take it anymore I took of my heels under the table I was feeling a little sleepy as well I don't know when I dosed of

When I woke up i felt a little weight under me like someone's shoulder I looked up and it was Raphael's shoulders I quickly straighten myself  and looked around anywhere but him my eyes met my friend

"Why hello good morning my dear Zella" he said
"How long have I been asleep" I asked him finally looking at him

He moved his arm around like it was jammed. it obviously wasn't. he was mocking me

"Like 20-30 mins only I let you sleep because you wouldn't be getting any sleep tonight you know" he said and winked at me

I ignored him