What's Love??

Hazel Delacourt 🎀

I could not believe what is going on
My mother got me into one of the red lingerie which I absolutely hate hate

And then she told me all this stupid things like "you should do what he says. Just lose your self a little. It's no going back you have to have sex with him. You disgraced our whole family Hazel how can you lose your virginity before your marriage. I told your father don't send her outside the country she will be spoiled but no he didn't listen to me once and now look what we have hear. You better not restrain your self from him. I will be just outside the curtains hearing everything and if I heard you restrain your self from him am gonna slap you infront of them so you better not. He is your husband you have to learn. You will learn. Now I will go downstairs and bring Raphael you better be ready for him once I return.

She went downstairs. I can't even run. I started to cry a little

We were inside the curtains now. I started to hide my body from him because I can't do this. I can't just have sex with him. I hate him and they are forcing me

I couldn't help it I can't make a voice or they will hear it after I was completely naked with him.
He whispered something to me he said I was beautiful and never to hide my body from him

Why was he saying all this and why was this making me comfortable with him

He took out a condom and wore it. I think it was time. He started to enter to my opening slowly. I moaned

At first he did start slowly which made me comfortable because he is too big for me
But I think he lost control because he said he's sorry or something and pushed him self all in

I was really uncomfortable I told him to slow down a little but he didn't. It's not like I haven't have sex before it's that this time it's really amazing and it pains a lot at the same time

After we were finished. I don't think I have any energy to move. Raphael cleans me. I don't know why but I thought that was really sweet of him. Oh my god I have to stop thinking that way for him

I don't know when but I passed out
But the next morning I woke up Raphaels arms around me. I tired to free my self from him but was completely failed to do so

"Where are you going just 5 more mins" he said in his sleep dragging me back 

I couldn't do anything about his arm I was really exhausted so I thought of going back to sleep

"Heyy wake up Zella" someone woke me up
It was Raphael
"Good morning Zella" he said
"Yeah good morning" I said to him

I looked at hun I saw him standing with a breakfast tray in his hand
"I've got you breakfast and good news our parents have left just this very morning"

"Oh" that's what came out of me because I didn't know what to say
"Can you pass me the bathrobe" I said to him quickly remembering I was naked under

He handed me the bathrobe I got into it
I tried to get up from the bed I failed

It hurts like hell
I got to stand up and took my first step and stopped because it was hurting like hell and sat down on bed again
All the while Raphael was quietly watching me

He sat the tray down on the bed side and took my hand. I removed my hand from his
"Oh come on let me help" he said
I looked up at him and took his hand he helped me up and then we took little steps to washroom

"Will I did say that when I have sex with you you won't be able to walk for days" he said looking at me and slightly smile on his face
"Shut up" I told him

"Sorry too soon to talk about it" he said
Why why was he being so nice to me after all that
I bet he went harder on me yesterday because he was enjoying it and wanted to show who was in power I hate him

We were now in washroom he got me a chair to sit infront of the sink and brush my teeth after i was done with my morning routine. He helped me again to get to the bed

He putted a little bed table on it sat the breakfast

He told me to eat
The breakfast was good we both ate together in silence.
After I was done with breakfast he passed me a medicine painkillers
"What are these for" I asked him
"You know what these are for" he says
I glared at him but still took the pain killer

I started to get up for the day but he stopped me
"Woah woah where are you going"
"Outside"
"For what"
"For..uhh.. work"
"What work could you possibly have we don't have college until Monday you should rest" he says
"No I better do something else" I told him
"Yeah like what you won't be able to take a step out of the door before you give up making fun of yourself and then back to the bed so you rather rest today or a few days"
"How could you? I can take a step outside of the room without anyone's help. I am stronger then you think" I told him

"Oh really then please try"he said
"Okay okay" I told him confidently
And took a step fuck it hurts and then took another step took 2 more steps when I knew I couldn't anymore I stopped

"So why don't I help you get back on bed and I won't ever talk about this or laugh at you for this" he said offering his hand

I glared at him but took his hand and we were now back on the bed he left me alone in the room

I scrolled reels on my phone and texted my friends about what was going on

He came back in 30 mins with an electric warm gel bag.

"I thought this might help" he said and puts the bag on my stomach covering me with blanket

"Get some rest Zella" he said and again left the room