"Jeongin..."
he gasped at once to the voice of that person
"where am I ...."
"a dream? wait-"
he looked back to notice a man standing there waiting for him with his arms open
"hyung?..."
"is it really you jaehyun hyung?"
a tear escaped his eyes as he stood up and started running towards the supposed person..
but the more he ran.. the further he would reach..as if it was impossible to get to him.
"hyung?! why are you going so far..?!"
he cried, running even faster, just to reach him
"stop! don't leave me!" He said as his hyung closed his arms and turned his back towards Jeongin
"wait! please! hyung...don't leave me alone!"
he would run..and run..but it was never even possible to reach him...from the very beginning
"please...don't.." he plopped down on his knees, begging him to stay..and just then..a gun shot was heard.
he looked up..to find his hyung lying down on the floor, blood coming out his body..and beside it was none other than..
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"FUCK!" he woke up
"that..was a..dream" which was real .
his head did a spin as he got up and quickly went towards his drawer, taking out some plain white looking pills..
he chugged it down at once, he didn't even look how many he had in his hand, he just had them. he thought to himself
'this will be fine. as of now'
he walked around the house a little, thinking about this dream, which he didn't want to see
ultimately he hit the room where "he" was sleeping.
Watching him sleep made him feel at ease, but thinking how the boy would react made him anxious, so he turned his back, going back to his room.
and then
"Jeongin?"
his eyes wide opened to the sudden voice, he gulped, should he even face him at that point? he couldn't. his body froze. does he know? will he be able to tell it's me? will he be angry? a thousand questions arose.
and then again
"jeongin..come here"
his hand trembled at the thought of what seungmin would do next..so he just followed his order, and came right infront of him, sitting down in the bed
seungmin's eyes only followed him, his moves, the words that would come out of his mouth, and the...and the guilt that he had in his eyes...as if he did something....wrong?
jeongin had his head down, he absolutely couldn't get himself to face the seungmin he was actually 'familiar' with yet..
"look ....at me" seungmin held onto his face, facing him directly
when jeongin did...it was the softest gaze..and the most caring one.
the only thing the both could do is be lost in each other's eyes..
then jeongin asked, "are.. you....okay?"
he looked at the wound which jeongin bandaged
"you're the one who saved me?"
seungmin came closer, in hopes that it would turn back like how it used to be
"yea..." but jeongin... shifted back.
it could never..ever. go back to how it was
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𝗟𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗙𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 // 𝗦𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻 (ɢᴀɴɢsᴛᴇʀ ᴀᴜ)
Fanfiction[Story Completed] The story where Seungmin starts dating a student Jeongin, as a dare at first. But when he starts to develop feelings, he realises his "profession" is going to affect the boy's life and hurt him, so he leaves one day..without a sing...
