Seungmin sat in his bed, waiting for Jeongin to come back from the kitchen when suddenly he heard loud coughings, which sounded wrong. He shouted and asked what happened but the only thing in reply was those bloody painful sounding coughs
He eventually sprung out the bed with severe pain in his stitches, but he still ran to search where he was.
and there he was,
jeongin was coughing up blood.
thick red blood, seungmin thought of every possible outcome of the situation and immediately grabbed his phone to call the ambulance
"Are you okay?!! what's happening?!" he dialed the number, almost hitting the call, when his wrist was grabbed by a hand
"don't. I'm- I'm fine" He didn't look fine at all
he wiped his mouth with the nearby tissue paper, and turned the washbasin on, to wash away the blood.
".. jeongin, what was that?" Seungmin asked, worried, going closer to check Jeongin
"nothing, go to your room I'm coming"
his voice was cold
"but-
"i said it's nothing, and it's none of your business! stay out of it." Jeongin raised his voice ...and so, seungmin went back
only when he went back was when he realised, he had screamed too loud at the boy who just wanted to help
'i shouldn't have..'
after a while, jeongin goes into the room with a tray in his hand. He saw seungmin wrote something on his phone, as if he was texting..and then eventually switched his phone off..he looked annoyed
Jeongin sat beside him, "You should eat something"
Seungmin pushed his head towards the wall, having his face watch the ceiling. He then put his hand on his face
"i don't want to"
Jeongin watched as Seungmin's mood got bitter and bitter
"You haven't had anything for a long time"
"i feel like vomiting" He said, as struggled to exhale without stuttering it. As if he was holding himself from sobbing drastically
"so, what've you been doing for the past years?" Seungmin asked
"just, nothing to be honest" jeongin replied with a hint of emptiness
"what about your doctor's degree?"
"...i don't.....i don't want it" Jeongin replied
it shocked seungmin and he sat right up, starring at jeongin
"what do you mean? it was your dream wasn't it?"
seungmin asked confused
"yeah..but I don't think I suit it anymore"
jeongin didn't look back at Seungmin
"then..what are you doing now?"
"i don't know..i really don't know, I'm jus...I'm just alive" Jeongin said, he gave a last glance at Seungmin and put the tray on the bedside table
"have the food when you feel well"
he turned his back to leave
but seungmin held his wrist
"jeongin....please forgive me"
jeongin looked back at him, with hatred..and revengeful eyes..
"forgive me that I left you without telling you properly..please"
jeongin moved his body back, looking at Seungmin
"I know you were hurt.. but, so was I, and it was my fault I know- I just-"
Jeongin took his hand back and screamed "Seungmin..i don't wanna forgive you, i wanna FORGET YOU...i wanna FUCKING FORGET YOU!"
with that he turned back, leaving tears behind in seungmin's eyes
he watched him leaving...
till jeongin ran back to him, rushing to hug him.
jeongin hugged seungmin tight, as in he had jumped on the injured latter.
the both of them sobbed in each other's arms, like a lovers reunion, but way complicated.
"I'm sorry..." jeongin said
"No..im sorry, I'm so sorry.." seungmin hugged him
tears escaping both of thier eyes as they continued to not let go
"I had to leave you that time..it was important..forgive me" he begged for the youngers forgiveness
"so what if I forgive you?? it's not like you're not gonna leave me again right after you get well...i know how it ends..."
Seungmin didn't reply, cause he himself knew that he was ultimately right..
"answer me! tell me you won't leave me again? cmon!"
nothing except a tight hold
"kim seungmin! just say it! you'll leave me again won't you?" Jeongin pushed seungmin but Seungmin held him tight...
No, seungmin didn't want to leave him..but he has to
"Let go seungmin! I'm sick of you!"
Seungmin eventually let go of the hug, looking at a puffed up jeongin, red eyes with annoyance, and tiredness
"you're leaving tomorrow right..?"
jeongin asked, seungmin looked down
"...so..this is the last time I talk to you.
if that's really the case...... then"
jeongin held seungmin by his hair and pulled him for a kiss...
At last, they shared their final kiss, the last moment they would be together before standing opposed to each other.
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*me yesterday*
i haven't uploaded for like a whole month, I shld write....(my exams r going on💀)
anws, I'll try to write more- I've been on a huge break now. How r y'all?
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Fanfiction[Story Completed] The story where Seungmin starts dating a student Jeongin, as a dare at first. But when he starts to develop feelings, he realises his "profession" is going to affect the boy's life and hurt him, so he leaves one day..without a sing...
