Will you ever love me as I did ? [ Yoonkook ff ]

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Jungkook looked at yoongi with a shocking expression. His mind doesn't ready to accept that yoongi confessed him that he love him.

" No, you are lieing " he sobbing out due to his condition.

Firstly yoongi himself told him that he love jimin, and now he confessed something else.

The only difference is yoongi was drunk that night, and now totally sober.

Yoongi softly hold jungkook's hand give him a small smile.

" Why I am lieing to you Kookie ? I really love you. And I think I start to love you from the time my eyes meets with your this beautiful doe eyes at airport. You did something inside my heart at that moment, when I even couldn't saw you due to your mask covered face.

When you steps in my house, your presence gives me a presence of my family just in few days. Then you meet my baby jay. I really want to confessed you that time ,how jay is my baby. But, I am so coward to remind my horrible past which still haunts me.

You care both of us like your family, and everyday you give me the reason of falling for you more.

I was really angry when I got to know that you have a boyfriend. I never like whenever I saw you in haru's arms. I feel jealous when he rightfully pamper you with his gesture. I want that I deserves to hold you, have you in my life , so that I also shows everyone rightfully that you belongs to me.

I know I am very late to recognised my feelings for you. The moment you leave me, without explaining any reason, then I realised what's your value in my life ? What I feel for you ?

After recalling it many times, I remember how I confess my feelings that night. I should be sober to listen your opinion too Kookie. Because I have right to know why you didn't accept my love Kookie ?

Just give me a reason, I never show my face to you. I will forget your existence for forever " yoongi's words are way more complicated for jungkook.

He did understand genuineness in Yoongi's confession. But if he is real this time, then why he said those words to him ?

" You are lieing hyung. No one told lie in their drunken state, so as you " he is sobbing infront of yoongi as he is tired from playing with his feelings. If yoongi did everything for sympathy, then also he didn't want a sympathetic love.

" That's why I confessed you in my drunken state that I love you, my love " yoongi lovingly looking at jungkook.

Jungkook immediately look at yoongi, who have lovesick eyes on him.

No he didn't do any kind of mistake to remind that yoongi take Jimin's name while confessing not his.

" Hyung stop playing with my feelings. I am already hurt so much. I have no strength to once again face a heartbreak " he pleaded.

As he is literally fade up by yoongi's continuously lieing. But the fact is, he never saw any lie in yoongi's eyes, only genuiness whenever he confessed his feelings.

Did he make any mistakes to recognise yoongi's feelings ?

" And why you thought that I play with your feelings ? " Yoongi hurtfully asked.

Jungkook continuously put allegations on him to lieing and playing with his feelings. But he did nothing of it. That's why he feel hurt by his words.

" Because, you confessed that night that you love jimin hyung, not me " jungkook sob hardly.

That painful night again infront of his eyes, when he witnessed of his love confessing someone else about his love.

" WHAT ! "yoongi's mouth is wide open in shock. His eyes are also wide due to jungkook's just spoken words.