Will you ever love me as I did ? [ Yoonkook ff ]

17.

Jungkook is holding jay in his arms, while softly caressing his back. Jay is busy in playing with his mumma's hem of sweater.

" Hyung, Joonie let's have breakfast together " yoongi suggest after he sense everything is all good between them.

" Sure " Namjoon nod his head in acceptance of yoongi's words. Jin also agree to stay more in yoongi's house as he want to properly meet with jimin.

Yoongi take namjoon to dinning table to talk with him, till his jin hyung heat the breakfast and also made something for all of them as he don't know that jin and namjoon visit his house in the early morning, so he didn't able to cook breakfast for them.

Jimin decide to stay in yoongi's house for more time and spend some time with Kim couple as he meet with after a long time. Meanwhile, jungkook take jay towards his room for giving jay , his bath.

With jungkook and jay............

Jungkook already fill lukewarm water in the whole bathtub for Jay's bathing. He add baby's shower gel in the water, meanwhile jay is in his arms, and looking at his mumma with curious eyes, who is busy in ready his bath's water. Jungkook remove towel from Jay's body and carefully put him inside the bathtub. He pick shampoo bottle from the rack and starts to apply it on Jay's baby skin. Jay cutely giggle when he feel his mumma's soft touch on his body. Jungkook also smile fondly due to see Jay's smiling face. Though this world give him many reasons to cry, but jay is the only one who hold the capacity to make him smile everytime. He feel blessed to have jay as his baby. Jay is really God gifted to him, and he is ready to make Jay's life more happy than, jay make his life.

Like this jay and jungkook take their shower. Though jungkook decide to take his shower later, but jay splash water on his clothes during playing with water , when he gives him bath, which make him fully soaked in water. So, atlast he also have to take his shower. After their shower, jungkook get jay ready in a comfortable hoodie and lower, and he himself ready in T-shirt, with jeans in bottom, and pairing it with a denim jacket as he have his photoshoot today, so he have to ready accordingly. When they both get ready, jungkook take jay downstairs.

Inside the Kitchen..............

Jin is already make rest of the pancakes that yoongi left , and now he is preparing sandwich for their breakfast. Jimin is standing beside him and cutting vegetables and fruits for sandwich and juice.

" How are you chim ?? " jin start conversation with jimin to reduce the awkward silence. Jimin divert his gaze from cutting vegetables to jin, he smile softly when jin called him with the name, which he used to call him in their college time.

" I am fine hyung " jimin respond with a beautiful smile on his face. Jin also smile in response.

" Why you not return to us before chim ?? " jin asked in a sad voice. Jimin's face which is glow with happiness suddenly changed into a sad one due to jin's question.

" Hyung, it is not easy for me to show my face to yoongi hyung and you all, after whatever you all faced due to me. I already make yoongi hyung's life very miserable, I don't want to make him suffer more by again entering in his life. That's why I decide to never show my face to anyone of you as it only makes your pain more intense " jimin explain in cracked voice, his eyes also fills with tears due to remembering his past.

" You are not jimin-ah " jin say in his serious voice. Jimin looks into his eyes with confusion as he didn't get what his jin hyung want to implies.

Jin softly smile and hold Jimin's one hand in his hand and give it a light squeeze.

" You are never make our life miserable baby. Don't take the blame of the sin that your brother did with us. You are so innocent my baby, that you never thought to harm anyone. You give us a happiness in the form of jay, when you have a choice to abort him. Never thought that you make us suffer, instead you are our happiness baby. We never spend a day , when we didn't miss you. We always wait for you baby " jin get emotional when he try to overcome Jimin's guilt. Jimin immediately hug jin as he didn't see him crying infront of him. For him, jin is always a mother figure, if jin not motivates him to keep jay, then maybe he abort jay a long time ago due to his brother's fear, and jay is never able to be the part of their happy life. He tightly hug jin due to the thought of even kill a baby like jay, who is his ultimate blessings as jay gives him strength to fight for his life, when he is about to die, jay is the only reason that he care his every relation right now.