Will you ever love me as I did ? [ Yoonkook ff ]

21.

In the morning.........

Bright ray of morning sunlight, make yoongi's peaceful sleep disturbed. He growl in discomfort by sudden light that hurts his eyes. He softly rub his eyes to make himself wake up completely, then he open his eyes fully. He try to get up from bed, but due to some reason he feel very dizzy, and his head seems like blast anytime soon.

" Ahhh.... !! " a loud scream escaped from his mouth due to intense headache. He grab his head tightly with his both hand, and press it with full pressure to overcome his head pain. He try to remember why his head is aching this much, and how he is end up here, when he was last time at resort. With slow pace, he remembered few this that he was last time at beach and enjoying firework, then he saw jungkook and haru kissing each other, and to release his hurt feelings of looking jungkook close to someone, he went to a bar and starts to drink. After that everything get blanked, he even not remember how he end up in his room.

Yoongi let go the matter of finding how he comes into his room, for now as he decides to ask this with anyone whom he meet first at downstairs, of course there is no one in his house other than jungkook, but he decide to talk him like they used to do, because he accepts that jungkook is really happy with his boyfriend. He slides himself out from blanket, and ready went towards restroom for freshen up.

After completing morning routine, yoongi comes out from his room and went towards downstairs. It makes him frown, when he find a silent environment in the hall as it's already 9'o clock, and jungkook always wake up by this time and most probably meet him in the hall. He shrugs his frown expression as he thought that maybe jungkook is still sleeping due to tiredness of yesterday's picnic. He decides to let jungkook sleep more, till then he can cook breakfast for themselves, after that he can check on jungkook if he will still not waken up.

It takes yoongi half an hour to complete his cooking, he covered all the dishes as no one is there to eat breakfast right now, so he will heat up the food when jungkook also wake up. He take his coffee cup , which is fill with black coffee, and come outside from the kitchen. He take his seat in dinning hall and starts to sip his coffee. Somewhere yoongi's mind feel tensed due to the fact that jungkook is still not wake up. So, after completing his coffee, he went towards upstairs towards his room for getting ready for his office and also check on jungkook, if he wake up or still sleeping.

With some uneasiness in his heart, yoongi take his steps towards jungkook's room, he don't know what is new in this morning that his heart not feeling good at all. Keeping everything bad thoughts aside from his mind, he finally reached infront of jungkook's room. He slowly knock on the door for few times, then wait for some response from other side. But the door is never opened, even after knocking for few more minutes, at last yoongi decides to open door by himself rather than waiting for jungkook to open it. He push the door with less force, but it shocks him when door automatically opens, which means door is open from starting. He steps into jungkook's room, with thumping heart. His every assumptions are getting true when he didn't find jungkook inside the room. Moreover, jungkook's every luggage and his essentials are not on it's place, everything is missing from its original place, even room seems very silent.

Yoongi don't want to loose his hope , therefore he checked on bathroom and balcony, but everything is empty. Which means jungkook leaves his house. Yoongi froze on his place when reality hits him, jungkook is really leave them, this is the toughest thing to believe for him. Many bad thoughts are starts to coming in his mind due to jungkook's disappearance, Is leaving this house without informing anyone was the only way left for jungkook ?? He is that much selfish that before leaving he is not able to thought about the people who are attached to him ?? Is he even forget about the little soul who give him title of mumma ?? Moreover why jungkook suddenly leave everyone ?? Is the reason is not very feasible to told anyone or he really never intended to live with them as he already have a person in his life who is his family, his lover , his everything ?? Why ?? Why and just Why ?? Yoongi is surrounded by many questions which flows in his mind non-stop. There is agression in his whole body due to jungkook's carelessness and the way he didn't care about anyone and leave like he never exist between them.