Will you ever love me as I did ? [ Yoonkook ff ]

44.

" I a-am so-sorry hyung. Please d-don't be angry "jungkook said while hiccupping.

And obvious reasons are yoongi is still giving him blank expression for his revealing news of pregnancy . He really thought that yoongi became angry.

When Yoongi heard painful sob of his love, he immediately take him in his warm hug.

" Why are you sorry love. Don't cry, otherwise baby will also cry " he softly caress jungkook's hairs and said many sweet words to calm him down.

It takes jungkook time, but he get calm due to efforts of his husband.

" You okay love ? " Yoongi asked in concern.

Jungkook nodded his head in confirmation.

Yoongi hold his face in his big hands and make his glossy eyes look into dark orbs.

" Now tell me why you thought I will angry you with such a big news ? " Yoongi asked really softly.

He never ever try to be cold and rude to his baby like husband, who feel hurt by small rude behaviour of anyone close to him.

" I thought you never going to accept this baby. Because, you never talked about having another child with me. It's already being two years for our marriage. I thought, one day you yourself clear me that what are your opinion of having another child ? Even if it is a no, I will accept it gladly and continue our life happily with only my jay baby. But you never said anything hyung. And now I am carrying our baby, who is growing inside me from two weeks " he cried badly.

He confessed whatever he observes in yoongi's past behaviour about their again becoming parents.

Yoongi listen jungkook with lots of admiration. He brings him close for a kiss on his forehead.

" I never said anything before because you are only 23 when we get married. You have your whole life infront of you that time. I never wanted to waste your growing phase by indulging you in married life and taking care of baby. Atleast not when you already give your life to me and jay. I never want that due to us you ever stop to grow in your career. I want to see you successful, even after our marriage and prove this society that you are still really capable of achieving anything you want. We never want to become your hurdle, Kookie. That's why I haven't talked about it till now. But This never means I never crave to start a family with you, the person I love the most. My first time parenting was still having a worse memories in my mind. That never leads me to regret of having my baby jay. I still have dreams of enjoying my parenting with you, fully. I want to enjoy each moment of it kookie. Seeing my baby growing inside you, hearing baby's heartbeat, feelings movements and fulfilling your rightful cravings and facing your mood swings. I want to do everything badly love. How I ever explain you this ? " yoongi cried on shoulder of jungkook.

He first time express his this hidden cravings. He never talk about it before, because he never let jungkook distract from dreams achieving by sharing his feelings of having a baby.

Now jungkook hold yoongi tightly. He knew that his husband hide more pain inside this silent face. He want to heard everything with slow pace of their life. He wanted to understand him so that one day he will able to give every happiness that yoongi really deserves.

" I asked you officially alpha, do you want to become appa now ? Because, I achieved everything. Now I have only one dreams, that is devoting my every time in your and Jay's happiness " he asked softly.

" I am blessed to start another family with you love " he attach his lips with jungkook for a sweetest kiss. Which jungkook gladly respond.

" Hyung, what about jay. Is my baby accept his new sibling ? " He asked nervously.