"You really need to stop doing that face every time you see me. People are going to think you honestly hate me."
"And you really need to stay out of my life or you so obsessed that you can't?"
"I'm pretty sure you're the one obsessed principessa. I...
Well, that's alright, because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?"
Love The Way You Lie - Eminem, Rihanna
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Do you know when people say they have deja vu? When you see something so similar or hear the same things or even better you feel the same way like you once felt. I'm pretty sure no one ever tells you or at least never I've been aware of this, but deja vus aren't always about a good memory.
Some times, like right now, they are about bad things that happened and you swear to yourself that never again you would feel this way. That life couldn't be such a joke on you. That you never thought you would be facing these two people ever again.
But I guess life isn't always fair. I guess there are some moments meant to happen. And I guess this is one of those moments.
I would totally believe if someone showed up with a camera and everyone started to laugh, this feels too much like a movie or a prank to be real.
And to say that I like to believe nothing really happened between the three of us, it would be an understanding. You don't go months crying over something minimum. And for that I like to say that denial is my best friend in this case.
But to my denial be perfect and flawless, this right here couldn't be happening.
"Gosh, I cannot believe it the crew is back together!!" Alexia's annoying voice takes me back from my thoughts.
'She's really that delusional?'
"What crew?" I had to control myself to not laugh at Lorenzo's comment. His voice was dripping with sarcasm.
Our eyes encounter and I can see he is to holding back a laughter.
"Where are the girls Alex?" She says to me clearly not happy about what Lorenzo said.
I just can't believe she's being this cynical right now. And I'm very close to jump on her neck if she says anything else.
'I guess her denial is better than mine.'
"I don't know." My voice comes out dryly.
"Aw what a shame. I was really hoping seeing them, I have this thing I wanna tell you guys." I roll my eyes not really giving a shit about what she's saying.
"I think is better if you tell them another time doll." Elliot's voice reach my ears for the first time and I couldn't help but to close my eyes from anger.
