Broken [#wattys2016]

Chapter 1

"That's the third school that you've been expelled from Anna, you need to control your anger and your fists." Johnny told me the moment we got home from school and after the talk with the principle.
"Father, it's not my fault that that guy's an asshole, he tried to pinch my ass and all what I did was break his nose, the principle is exaggerating the issue." I told him with a 'duh' expression.
"Watch your mouth young lady." Was all he said before going for god knows where.
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After a few hours father came to my room and sat on the edge of my bed and said "Anna I know it's hard for you but you should learn how to accept people in your life and trust them, you should also make some friends and hang out with them."
I sighed and said "Why? they'll end up hurting me and breaking my heart." He sighed in defense and said "Anyways, I came here to tell you that you're transferred to a new school and it's your last chance to try and fit in this time."
"Okay father."
I actually hate to let Johnny down, after all, he took care of me for years and was patient with me. He let me do whatever I want and he encouraged me on doing what I love to do. At first he didn't like the idea of me training so hard and at a young age since I started when I was 13, especially that it was martial arts, three years after he adopted me when I decided that I shouldn't be fragile anymore and I should not let anyone hurt me anymore. Training is the best part of my day after a long day at school, I go to my coach where we start training on fighting and self defense and technics. You can say that I'm a pro now after 4 years of daily training. It's my pleasure now whenever I feel anger or emptiness I train more and more to relieve myself. As you know, most people resort to hurting themselves and cutting to feel relief but I find my relief with something that I can benefit from.
Father feels that it's affecting me negatively since I have now an automatic reaction towards anyone who tries touching me that's why everyone who touches me ends up with a broken nose or a twisted wrist. I'm defensive because I feel danger whenever someone is near me thanks for the bastard who used to beat the hell out of us in that hell hole.
When my parents died I was with them in the car I don't even know how did I survive that crash as I can remember it was horrible and there were loud noises and blurry vision until I woke up in that orphanage. Our relatives refused to take care of me since my parents ran away and got married, because my dad was poor and my mother's dad was rich he didn't accept their relationship and he forbid my mother to see my dad so they ended up running in the middle of the night and into another country. A few weeks later my grandpa disowned my mother and cut every news about her. At least they were happily married until the day they died together.

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My new school starts the next weekend so I have plenty of free time to do nothing but go to training, eat and watch tv. Father owns a huge company so he spends most of his time at work and I'm home alone with the maids and servants, I was too bored so I decided to go to the kitchen and cook something it's one of my so many hobbies. I turned the music on and started searching for the ingredients I needed. After 4 hours in the kitchen I ended up with a lasagna, a salad bowl and two pies, one Apple and the other strawberry, cup cakes and cookies.
After I took a shower and got dressed I hear my father's voice downstairs. When I went down he was talking to a brunette petite women and laughing together.
"Oh, Anna cmon and meet Emily. Anna, Emily. Emily, Anna my daughter." He introduced us together, she stuck her hand out for me to shake it but I simply ignored her and smiled slightly at her. Then she pulled her hand back to her side slowly after she realized I wasn't going to shake it.
"Johnny, you didn't tell me you had a daughter." She said while eying me, but before father could respond I said "I prepared dinner aren't you two hungry ?" My father smiled at
Me and said "yes, yes we are. Thank you baby girl."

After dinner, servants cleaned the table and we went to the living room for desert. There was awkward silence so I decided to break it by asking Emily.
"So Emily, what are you to my father? Of course I don't mean to be rude but he never mentioned you before."
Father choked in his water and spat some, but Emily said immediately that she was his girlfriend and she's moving in with us. I was actually shocked at the news because father never kept secrets from me but I didn't show them my surprise, I just smiled slightly and excused myself and went to my room. I felt like my blood is boiling and I want to punch someone in the face. How could he keep things like that from me? I asked my self but then remembered that he took care of me and forgot about his self and his own happiness.
I heard a knock on my door. "come in" I said. Then I saw my father coming in and closing the door behind him he smiled at me and said "Anna baby, I know it's shocking for You to know now and this late, but I was worried of what you'd say if you know I was dating that's why I kept it a secret from you and ..." Before he could continue I cut him and said "father it's your life and you're still young and don't forget you're single and I like seeing you happy." He smiled at me and come near me trying to hug me but when I backed off he remembered that I can't be touched, he smiled a sad smile and walked out of my room silently.
I hate being like this, I want to be a normal teenage girl that isn't afraid if someone touched her and not feel disgusted when boys looked at her.