Mafia Men II: Romano

Chapter 23

I laid there as she slept on her stomach. She had her head on my chest and I watched her. I cursed myself for losing control yet again around her. I was blinded by rage and jealousy once again. I could've killed that guy but I didn't want her to see that. I didn't need that engraved in her mind. Earlier today she surprised me. I knew she liked when I was rough with her and the way she submit to me drove me crazy. I-

"What time is it?" She asked me looking up at me

"You're not sleep?" I asked moving her hair from her face

"I was but I like hearing you breathe so I just listened to that." She said

"I love you" I said and she smiled at me

"I like when you say that. Every time you say it, it's like you've never said it before" She said

"That's because every time I say it, it's after I find another reason to fall in love with you all over again." I said

"You're sweet." She said "Under all that scary that you give to others, you're so sweet and that's why I love you."

"I'm not though. I try to be but it's what you do to me." I said

"No, Lauren told me that you were a great guy. That's all you Giovanni. You're all that on your own." She said kissing my nose

"What else did Lauren tell you?" I groaned at the fact that they spoke about me

"Something about you having a big dick, being the sexiest guy ever, oh and you were obsessed with her." She joked and I rolled my eyes

I laughed as she did.
"No but she made me see how much of a blessing you are and that I shouldn't let that go from my own insecurities. Christian too. He said that I needed to learn to trust that our love is strong enough. That tests of time and outside individuals won't hurt what we have. I need to trust you." Angel said

I was truly shocked that Christian would have anything nice to say about me. I thought he hated me. I would've hated me.

"Do you trust me?" I asked her

"With everything in me. The Lauren situation just made me wonder if I was good enough for you. If you'll ever look at me like you did her." She said and I shook my head

"Angel I'm lucky enough that you're giving me a spot in your life. I wonder every single day if I'm good enough for you and I know the answer. I never will be and it kills me. You are the only woman in my world hell my universe that I want around me all the time. You are everything to me." I said

"You don't need to question if you're good enough for me. I'm telling you that you are. If you're not then there's no other man out there for me." She said and I kissed her on her lips. She moaned as I kissed her neck rolling on top of her.

Angela POV

"I want to be the only man who's ever been loved by you. The only man to touch you, kiss you, fuck you." He said kissing down my naked body. I was glad we didn't bother to get dressed again after earlier today.

I moaned and the moment was great until my stomach growled. I covered my face mortified and he laughed. His head rested on my stomach as he laughed and I pushed him off me.

"We didn't eat breakfast" I groaned getting off the bed and he grabbed my hand pulling me into his lap to straddle his waist. "Stop Gio I ruined the mood."

He shook his head no trying to not smile.
"I love you" he said

I smiled at him knowingly. "Fuck me Gio. Then feed me" I said. He nodded and I felt him inside me. I rode him slowly and he moaned. His hand held my throat as I grinded on him. He moaned louder.

"I like watching you fuck me Angel." He said kissing down my neck. I picked up the pace as I felt myself get closer. His jaw clenched and I knew he was closer.

His phone rang and I stopped. He smacked my ass hard.

"I didn't say stop" He said and I continued

He picked up the phone and I looked shocked.
"What?" he asked speaking on the phone. He muted the phone after putting it on speaker.

"Keep going baby" He said groaning as the guy went on and on about who knows what

I moaned loudly as my legs began to shake.

He unmuted the call putting his other hand over my mouth.

"Did he collect the money though?" He asked the guy

"No sir they couldn't. Nathan didn't let it happen" The guy said

I moaned loudly. I couldn't help it. He was stroking hard as he held me. He looked at me disapprovingly.

"Um sir?" The guy said hearing me. I was mortified.

"I'll handle it." Giovanni said hanging up the phone and I knew I was in trouble.

"You're in trouble." He said and I looked at him

"How did you expect me to stay quiet when you fuck me like that?" I asked and he raised his eyebrow surprised at me talking back

"I do fuck you good huh?" he asked and I nodded biting my lip. His hand reached between us and he rubbed on me. He pulled me closer to him and I bounced on him. He sucked on my nipples and I felt myself coming. I moaned his name and he smirked.

"I love hearing you moan my name. I'm gonna come baby." He said and not too far behind his words that he did. He moaned my name kissing me on the lips.

He pulled out of me and make me look at him.
"I have to go handle some business." He said and I didn't like how he looked at me. Almost as if he wanted to remember this moment.

"Why are you looking at me like that? I don't like it" I said

"I love you Angela. I hope you know that." He said and I was pissed as he kissed my forehead

"Giovanni" I said and he set me down and put me on the bed. He got up and went into the bathroom.

I followed him into the bathroom. He was in the shower. I stepped into the shower with him. He looked at me when I make him face me.

"Where are you going?" I asked him

"Im handling business Angel. Please let's not make this an argument. I don't want it to ruin our day."

"Then let's not argue. Simply tell me where you're going" I said and his jaw clenched

"I'm going to kill Nathan." He said "Is that what you wanted to hear?"

My heart sank. I didn't have words to say to him. He sighed.
"Angel, I can't let insubordination happen here. I'm a leader. If my men think they can undermine me, I am as good as dead." he said

"How are you going to do it?" I asked

"I'm not talking about this with you Angel" he said and I shook my head

"Why not? Why can't you tell me?" I asked

"Because i'm not proud of it! I'm not proud of what I have to do!" He yelled

"Then why do you do it? Why? If you're not proud of what you do? Why do it?" I yelled

"Because I have to!" He yelled

We were both silent as the anger radiated around us.

"No ones keeping you here Gio. You are your own man. You make your own decisions, your own choices. You're not 15 and your father is not forcing your hand. Don't blame the business for being your hell or making you like this. Blame yourself for not having the balls to change your life for yourself." I said to him and his jaw clenched. He was pissed and I walked out the shower. I put a robe on and went to the shower in the room down the hall. I sat there and cried as the water poured down on me. I loved him. No doubt I did. I hated what he did. He hated what he did. Then why do it? Why stay?