In the Dark
My life is a mess.
My world is in chaos.
I’m tearing myself in pieces,
I can no longer bear everything.
I love you but I hurt.
I feel like I’m just using you.
It feels so dark inside,
I can’t seem to find the light.
How can I really love you?
If deep inside I’m so dead.
I feel like I’m burdening you.
It hurts to see you tired because of me.
I can’t love you in the dark.
So, let’s break us apart.
I’m sorry to let you go,
though I know I still need you.
What if this isn’t really love?
It’s just I begged you to stay
that you just felt sympathy in me.
I’m sorry for my doubting feelings.
It’s too dark inside,
you can’t be here any longer.
I’m sorry for bringing darkness
into your peaceful and radiant life.
Loving you in the darkest of my life
is not something you deserve.
You need a love that is not full of doubts.
You don’t need a chaotic person like me.
The problem is me, the solution is me.
Yes, you’re helping me in an unexpected way.
But, love, my heart can’t no longer bear
to see you hurting because of me.
If fate will let us meet again,
I hope I am now really better.
This time, let’s let go of each other’s hand.
It breaks my heart, but I guess doing this is the best.
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Dimensions Of Love
PoesíaThoughts. Feelings. Experiences. Three words and when connected to each other is a lover's love letter or narrative. There are two inseparable feelings where one is often defined as a deep affection while the other one is a feeling of likeness and f...
