HIS MORNING STAR -HYUNLIX

Awaiting

Third person pov.

I'm staring at the ceiling of my room, being late to classes after Lix has left is like daily routine...never thought I would miss his cold water splashes.

There were 2 important things I want to tell him but I want to tell him in person, he hasn't talked to me since a 8 long hours, it's frustrating yet so longing waiting for his voice to ring in my ears ...it takes every ounce of energy in me to resist myself from calling him too often and irritate him.

I call him only twice a day and talk for about 1-2hours until my throat hurts and wait for whole 10 hours to make another call, more two hours before I call him.

He isn't talking about coming back, it hurts me thinking he doesn't miss me, does he? Probably yes or Probably no... I love him a little too much but he deserves it, I can't help but crave for his warmth....I freaking miss him .....is it even healthy to be sooo whipped even when we are not a couple?

The food I'm cooking isn't even tasty because I'm cooking to fill my stomach not like before to get those sweet hums from my roommate about how good I cook.

Sighing to myself I tossed around more munching on my chips as sleep slowly started to crawl on my body and I slept....I should not have...I really shouldn't have because....when I woke up after 3 freaking hours, I had my eyes wide as my throat dried with my heart beating soo loudly..

~Lix..

I'll be in dorm by tonight as I have my regular matches starting again.

5:00pm.

It was 8 now, when will he come, the dorm is a mess reflecting how much sloppy I was..I quickly started to clean the dorm, especially his room...Yes I sneaked in his room to sleep and now I'm regretting it because I have made his room a mess too with my snack packets and laptop.

It's so embarrassing.

I wanted to cry soo badly only then...

~Lix..

You want me to get something for night?
Do you want to eat something specific?

8:30pm..

Why is he sooo considerate..and I'll be a little cruel.

~Me..

I want to eat kimchi- jjigae near the subway station.... only if you can get?
I know it's mostly busy on Wednesdays..

8:32 pm.

Did I just do that? It's literally 2hour journey from here and its completely rushed..... I craved it from long while I  also needed time to clean the dorm and make something special from him...but I......He didn't reply back though, probably he is close and doesn't want to get.

I sighed as I started to clean the dorm, picking all the packets, paper crumbles of my failed drawings.
I mopped the whole dorm and took bath wearing comfortable night wear..I looked cute?

I was waiting for the door to click from past half an hour but there was no sign of him
"Is he angry that i demanded him soo much?" I pouted walking into the kitchen to cook him something sweet.

I baked small muffins for him, to cheer his comeback to dorm..I was giggling happily decorating the little muffins when I heard the door click..

"He is here" i mumbled rushing to the door with the party popper I kept..

*Boom*