Entry 6

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Dear diary,

I don't get why emotions have to be so complicated sometimes. These people I hang out with, they get on my nerves and piss me off to no end, yet I still hang around them for some apparent reason. Do I like the drama? Am I some kind of masochist? I keep telling myself that I don't really like these people but part of me is starting to think that's not the case. It doesn't matter. None of them can know about this. No one in the world should know about any of this. That'll just make things harder for me. I'll keep them around for now. I just can't let them get too close. I just know something will happen between me and them one day. Then all I'll have are the dead memes again. I really don't like thinking about stuff like this. It hurts my head and even keeps me up at night sometimes. I'm probably overthinking it. I should just get my shit together, move on, and go with the flow. I don't REALLY need these guys in my life, right?

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