we've spent a lot of time together lately. not in person, but it felt just as good.
thank you for staying up with me, and fuck you for ruining my sleep schedule. atleast i got my 7 hours every night and now i get less than 5 hours and wake up with batshit dreams. yes its all ur fault. (ily.)
how many times have we told each other to sleep? must be over a thousand.
i'd spend a thousand nights more with you if i could. (ily.)
you're so damn self sufficient. it pisses me off. i cant think of a single gift for you that you'd like. cus you could either get what you wanted for yourself or make it yourself. ur an ass. (ily.)
i wish i could see the insides of your brain. you seem to be so much more than i am and i, i just want to see what the world looks like from inside your head.
the moon always looks heavenly gorgeous. thank you for reminding me to look at it.
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but you will never know.
i dont think i'll say it to you anyways. you probably wont get it. but thats alright. i can keep loving you without saying it to you. i know you know. i know you've seen it. and i know you dont know what to do or how to respond or reciprocate and its alright. none of that matters. stay with me. just stay. let me sit in silence beside you. i adore you. let us sit together and worship the moon. she's beautiful tonight.
for D.
