April, 17th - 2027.
Journal 1 - Luciano Gonzales
My spacecraft landed here a few days ago. I wasn't necessarily worried about what might face me when I was about to launch - but I also wasn't necessarily too brave.
This one guy, Robyn Leeds, thinks he's so much better than me. I hated him the first time I ever even saw his face. He looked so...successful. It reminded me that I'm not as good as him. I don't hate him, I envy him.
To the point where I would get so blinded by red sometimes, that I wanted him to feel my wrath.
But luckily, he hadn't been to the Moon yet - which filled me with so much pride, I basically felt like he would never be on top again.
Robyn, you insufferable bastard.
You're lucky that I'm here right now.
I get to have all that money to myself, Robyn. I could have anything I want with stuff like that. Fame, people, love. Anything, Robyn. Anything.
- Luciano Gonzales
And this - the place where I fucked up - was where I would go tumbling down towards my own hell. One I would have to relive over and over again.
L i t e r a l l y .
Chapter 1 - The Moon's Surface , Vienna Hawthorne ..
Novel 1 - Neurotic
THANKS TO : ☆ MY FRIEND <3 itsnotyourgirlJ YOU'RE AMAZING !!
INSPIRATION : V
me,
classical music,
astrology,
representation of accurate portrayal towards mental illness in books/tv,
religion,
Lucifer (the show),
my dear friends,
astronomy,
space,
hell,
the concept of bad and good,
ancient greeks and stories,
and
philosophy.
I hope you genuinely enjoy reading the rest of this, I worked really hard on it. ♡♡♡
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Neurotic
Science FictionA lone astronaut, Luciano Gonzales, finds himself stuck on the moon - with no resources left to guide him back to Earth. Slowly losing his sanity, Luciano goes on to venture the mysterious landscape to learn what he's really dealing with. As time l...
