❝Blue Spring.❞ - [SATOSUGU COLLECTION]

03. Reunion.

(Angst.)

Gojo remembered. "I should see Suguru today." He decided with a nod, getting dressed in formal attire, heading out the door with a small smile.

He bought a large boquet of Osmanthus flowers and cold soba noodles. Geto's favorite.

"He's gonna love these.." he mumbled to himself, admiring them in his hands as he picked off a dying petal from the batch.

He made his way to the outskirts of the school, turning to find the familiar alleyway. It wasn't as dim as that day. He rested the flowers there carefully before sitting down to the opposite wall.

This is the last place they saw eachother. And after his death, he couldn't bare to hand him into Shoko—as the higher ups wanted him to.

"Hey, Suguru." He greeted, curling up and resting his chin on his knee. "I came back. Um..today's your death anniversary..but you already knew that, I bet." This was getting awkward..

"Uh, anyway.. I came here cause' I missed you." Of course there wouldn't be a reply. He frowned slightly. "And today is also..." the most romantic day in japan.

"I wish you were here with me right now." He sighed, staring at the wall that Geto eased up on with dying breaths.

"I kind of...regret how things ended up." He tried to imagine Geto sitting on the opposite side of him, but it was no use. It probably hurt him more.

"Life is unfair, y'know? And I kind of feel...dead now." He muttered, blinking back the tears.

"I don't think I can live without you." He wanted to hear a voice. Geto's voice sweetly speaking back to him.

He wanted Geto. He wanted Geto to laugh with him, he wanted Geto who'd scold him, he wanted Geto who loved him.

"Maybe if I paid attention more, none of this would've happened." More silence. He hated it.

He missed Geto. He couldn't even remember what his warmth felt like. "I got uh...osmanthus flowers. They reminded me of you." What was he even doing? Talking to a wall, thinking he'd hear Geto's voice.

Still, he stayed. Maybe it was so he could remember, or maybe because he was waiting for some miracle that he could hear Geto's voice one last time.

"I love you, a lot. I wish you were here so I could say it in person.." he whispered to himself, letting his face rest in his knees as he mourned.

Maybe in another life he could utter that 3 lettered phrase. Maybe in another life, they could laugh together. Maybe in another life they could be soulmates—but not in this one.

His beloved Suguru was gone. And he had to deal with it. He shut his eyes tightly, trying to remember all the memories they shared.

Going on missions together, eating together, cuddling together, laughing together, eating together, all of it.

Remembering only hurt himself. But he wanted to see Geto, memory or not. And his face was clear as day. He could see him perfectly when he closed his eyes.

"Come back to me, Suguru. I'll be waiting."