jealous (luke hemmings fanfiction)

chapter 34~the truth

I walked away from the hospital through the empty streets. Still wearing my sweatpants and a shirt which is too big for me but idc I feel comfortable in it. Where do I have to go to? After a long walk I suddenly recognised someone on the street. It was ellen.....with a round belly. I was staring at her tummy and I think she noticed because she turned around and asked if I could see everything well.

'What is it with your belly?' I asked curiously

'So luke didn't tell you anything' she asked while eating her bubblegum like a cow and she had a big smile on her face. This can't be good.

'What do you mean' I asked starting to get scared of what she is going to say.

'Luke is going to be a father honey'

Luke is what?

She smiled at me, that devil. She loves it to see me hurt.

'You happy now?' I spat and after that I immediately ran away and my headach only became worse, great.

I need to see luke. Things were finally going well between us but he went way too far this time by not telling me.

I ran through the still empty streets tears streaming down my face I think I have never felt like this before. I don't even know what it is but I feel worse.

I arrived at luke's house and started knocking on his door. I didn't stop I just kept knocking I don't care my fingers hurt my head and heart hurt too I get used to being hurt.

An angry luke opened the door guess it was because of all the knocking 'what the hell-' he screamed but he didn't finish the sentence because he saw the way I looked and he knew something was wrong.

'Wow em what happened you look terrible' he said worriedly.

'Well thanks' I said with my voice full of sarcasm.

A small smile appeared on his face.

'Well I was not here to laugh with you. I heard everything luke, everything. Why didn't you tell me you are going to be a dad.' I yelled at him.

I could she his mouth drop.

'I can explain' he muttered I don't think he is even sure himself.

'I don't need an explanation luke. I know enough. Fame did change you. You think it is normal having sex with every girl but it isn't. I am sorry I don't want to be one of those girls' I explained, now I wasn't the only one crying.

'Goodbye luke'

Before I could turn around he grabbed my hand and kissed me. That was one of the reasons I fell in love with him, his soft lips perfectly fit on mine but this is not okay anymore.

I pushed him off in a rough way.

'This is what I mean luke you think you can fix everything with a kiss or with sex well do what you want but do it without me' I screamed, slapped the door in his face and ran away.