Brothers best friend *Jake ff*

Black dress ⚰️

Dabin POV
It's been a few days since eomma left us, I've been stuck in my room crying all day not speaking to anyone not even my own brother, he'd really stepped up planning the funeral with Jay and Heeseung, the guys have been staying over to support along with Kazuha and my best friends.

I lay on my bed done with life I mean why? Why does god take the best people away? I stared into nothingness as my tears dried up. I was a fukin mess.

There was a knock at my door but I ignored it "binnie, eommas funeral is in an hour we're gonna make our way there in ten minutes" my brother stepped into my room dressed in his black suit.

I stayed laying as I fiddled with my pillow "you need to get ready" he spoke in a soft tone as he sat on my bed "eomma would want this" I hmed closing my eyes as he brushed a strand of hair behind my ear.

"Eun Chae and Kazuha bought you a dress" he put the bag next to my bed before smiling softly "I'll wait for you downstairs" he pecked my forehead before leaving me.

I sat up sighing when I heard another knock on the door "hey bin" I forced a smile on my lips as Niki walked in "your such a strong girl" he pulled me into a hug as I melted in my best friends hold. He'd always been here for me.

He stroked my hair letting me cry on his shoulder "get it all out" I whimpered before pulling away "you okay?" I nodded before giggling "I probably look like a fukin mess" he smiled softly "you look beautiful as always bestie booo" I chuckled shaking my head "your the best riks" he hugged me again "I know I am" cocky bastard.

Niki left me to get ready as everyone made there way to the funeral except for Sunghoon Jake and Kazuha who would be going with me so we could see my mothers face for the last time before she's buried under soil.......

I wore the necklace my mother gave me for my birthday a small smile growing on my lips as I looked at the precious present from my late mother......

Snakes were always my fav animal as a kid, I tear slipped past my eye at the memory of me scolding her for spending soo much money on me "I miss you eomma" I kissed the necklace before wrapping it around my neck.

I made my way down to see my brother his gf and best friend smiling at me "ready?" I nodded at my brother walking over to Jake hugging him "you okay sweetie?" I hmed as he whispered in my ear.

Sunghoon let me and Jake being close slide not questioning as he smiled softly "let's go" I nodded as we walked to Sunghoons car as he'd be driving us, me and Kazuha sat in the back cuddling while the two men talked in the front.

Kazuha stroked my hair "your gonna be okay Dabinnie, your a strong woman" I smiled softly at the older girl, she was like an older sister to me "how's hoon holding up?" She smiled softly.

"He puts up a strong front with everyone but he cries at night, these last few days have been really hard on the two of you" I hmed snuggling up to her "thanks for being here for us unnie" she ruffled my hair "always."

We stepped out the car walking into the morgue "Miss Park, Mr Park are you ready to see the late Mrs Park?" We nodded as the four of us were led into the room our mother lay.

Jake held my hand smiling reassuringly as we stepped into the room, the man looked at us briefly before removing the cloth from my mothers face and everything hit. She was really gone.

I stared at her lifeless body void of any happiness except for the faint smile on her lips "she really left with a smile" Sunghoon smiled softly as tears slipped down his red eyes.

I looked at my mother feeling the wrench in my heart "e-eomma" I touched her face. Cold. I shook my head "I-I can't do this" I walked out the room tears storming down my red cheeks.

Jake followed me wrapping me in his arms "shhhhh baby your alright, I'm here" I trembled in his arms as he rested his chin on the top of my head stroking my hair soothingly "s-she's really g-gone" he hmed "you have to be strong for her angel, can you do that for auntie?" He looked into my eyes radiating his warmth making me nod.

He caressed my cheek "let's go put her to peace hm?" I nodded as he intertwined our hands walking us to the car to be met with Sunghoon and his gf "well drive behind the hearse" I nodded as Sunghoon pulled me into a hug "let's do this for eomma mkay?" I nodded as he ruffled my hair before getting in the car.

We arrived at the graveyard where everyone was waiting for the incredible lady to be put to rest, my brother Jay Jake and Heeseung carried the coffin before Sunghoon stepped to the front reading his speech.

As he finished everyone clapped waiting for me to go up, Sunghoon was about to announce the burial as I didn't have a speech prepared but I walked to the front "I don't have a speech prepared but I will speak about this amazing woman."

I looked at the framed picture of my mother smiling softly "look at her, soo full of happiness even with all the hardships she was put through, truly an inspiration" I took a deep breath smiling at my brother you was staring at me worried.

"I remember only being 12 when she was diagnosed and god was it a hard time but we were all ready to fight for her, we'll that was until my father left us" I chuckled "god she deserved soo much better than him, even after he left she always spoken well of him I mean he's not even here right now" I looked around with a smile.

"Asshole" I chuckled "well anyways I wish the best for my mother, hopefully she'll find someone better and worthy of her kind soul in her next life" I bowed walking back to my boyfriend as everyone clapped.

Jake hugged me "you did amazing love" I smiled softly as he pecked my nose making sure my brother didn't see "thanks Jakey" he stroked my back as we watched my mother be lowered into the ground. That was the last time I would ever see her.

YOIIIII DEPRESSING SHIT MAN
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