radio interference.

numb.

i wish i could cry. 

i wish i could feel something. 

feeling numb is so scary. 

i feel the world could end and i'd just stand there.

no reaction. 

just numb. 

I feel like my life is falling apart, but there's nothing i can do. 

no reaction to save me. 

no damage control. 

just watching the world end. 

will i ever love again?

this shit has got me so damaged, i'm not sure of anything. 

will i ever be enough for someone?

when will my all be enough?

i tried so hard and have nothing to show for it. 

i'm just so fucking numb. 

i wish i could feel something. 

anything.