i can't get you out of my head lately, thinkin about your beautiful smile.
how happy we could be right now? so close to the holidays, spending time with each other's families.
i cant stop imagining how different it would be if you never left.
if we would've worked on ourselves with each other.
i just keep thinking of my life with you.
I hope you think about me sometimes too, because the thought of you with someone else kills me.
thinking someone else got the better version of you. someone else gets your love and affection. it kills me.
I just wish the night you came back you never left, so i could still hug you.
i see you in my city now and then, hoping you'll drive by my house and decide to stop by.
i know that will never happen.
i just wish you were here.

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Poetrya collection of poems about heartbreak, and learning how to heal from it.