stuck.

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by michael__ronan

by michael__ronan

i feel stuck.

Everyday is an uphill battle i never get close to winning.

it feels like i struggle everyday to keep my head above water.

i dont know how much longer i can keep this game up.

im growing tired.

tired of the bullshit.

tired of all the cards being stacked against me.

tired of being hit with blow after blow.

i cant get ahead of my mistakes.

it feels like ill be alone forever.

sometimes i dont know how to feel.

despair? anger? complacent?

i hate myself.

i hate my appearance.

i hate my feelings.

i hate my life.

i just wish it could all be over.