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9.

Rian Solane Banks

"1, 2, 3 ,4" I sung lowly with jasmine Sullivan as I did my stats worksheet

I saw someone slam their hand down on the table

I looked up fast as fuck

I made instant eye contact with Javi

I moved my right side of my beats over "wussup?"

"Flo want you" he said

I frowned at him "for what?"

"Shit ion know I'm giving you a message I received nigga" he said going back to sit at his desk which was two tables infront of mine

I stayed my ass where I was & put my shit back on my ear

I continued to do my work

I felt a tap on my shoulder

I side eyed the left side of me & Flo was standing there with a grey Nike sweatsuit on with his spray ground backpack on

"What?" I asked him lowly

He moved one of my headphones

I smacked his hand off of me

"Please don't touch me" I said

"Can we talk?"

"About?"

"Can we talk?" He asked again with straight attitude

"About?" I asked him returning energy

"Everything " he said lowly

I looked at him fully

I looked him up & down

I just rolled my eyes

"Ri lemme get the answers" Adrian asked me

"Do your own shit" I said mugging him

"Mmcht gimme this fucking paper" he said snatching it off my desk

I just stared at him

"Rian" Flo said

"Flo ion really care bro" I said turning back to my desk

"It's not just about a couple weeks ago"

"Ion care it doesn't matter to me you're not apart of my life so leave me alone" I said to him

"Ri I need you right now remember what you used to say bro come on put everything to the side right now Ri please" he said lowly so I could only hear him

But I really don't care , don't care to know, & don't feel bad for him at all

Every feeling I had for him is gone

As friends & more than friends

He lost my trust, respect & my presence in his life

Ion care for him

I feel so bad for sayin that too but I don't

He can get shot right now & I wouldn't care

It hurts me to feel this way towards someone I cared about before even knowing what I cared about

But it's true

"I used to say that when I cared Floyd but now ion care so leave me alone cause if you tell me yo business I'm airing it out just like you did me" I said to him

He just stood there

It was silent between us for like a minute

"No you won't, & I didn't air you out" he said lowly