Aurora Rossi no one ever carried about her growing up except her mother her father really never wanted to have a girl so he ignored her so does her brothers or so she thought
But when her father break up with her mother and her mother go back to he...
It was the end of the day and I was going to the parking lot when I saw Aiden I was standing by my car Damon and Andreas were after me when they saw him they clenched their fists I can see how angry they were both are all I could feel was anger and I really wanted to kill him
What is he doing here?
When the fuck didn't he came back?
Why did he come back?
I looked to see that Apollo was there he was watching so I will be giving an explanation I gived my car keys to Damon and went and got in with Apollo he was in his car so he drived fast when I told him
"you own me an explanation you know right" he say
"yes I do but not now at least" I say
We went home I can see that Apollo has a lot of questions so I decided to answer them I went to his room
"That was Aiden my first love we.... We broke up two years ago he cheated on me with my only girl best friend that's why I don't have any girl friends because I can't trust anyone anymore" I say
He didn't say any word he just came and hugged me at that was exactly what I needed at the time
"you are perfect the way you are and it's his loss my little sister is the most gorgeous, smart and talented woman in the world and he is not worth but you are" Apollo whisper in my ears I really needed that I needed to hear that even if he is my brotherand for the first time I need him and I was happy to find him at the time of need it made me feel safe and peacefully in my soul physically and mentally
Damon got my car and got me some chocolates which I was really thankful for am also thankful for Apollo he didn't say anything to anyone and that's exactly what I need at the moment no questions
The next day I didn't want to go to school I couldn't see Aiden not again so I faked being ill and it got to mom and dad but mom stayed by my side all day so I had to fake it all day long but of course i hadn't seen him but he called ten times from ten different numbers he said the same thing 'Aurora am so sorry she was a mistake' card like cheaters can't say anything else and also she was with him for two years so he only knew that she is a mistake now
When finally mom left I called Xavier and told him that I want to see him he is the only one that can make me feel better I don't have feelings for Aiden anymore but what hurt is to remember the cheating from a person I really loved and the cheating from my best friend the only girl I really trusted who was like a sister to me and that..... That am not enough
Will I ever be enough?
A question that has been coming and going through my mind for the last two years
I went his house to see him
"don't act like you don't know what happened there is no way in hell Damon hasn't told you" I say
"he did are you okay" Xavier asked
"I don't know the only thing I knew is that the second I saw him all I felt was angry but not normal angry I was angry angry do you understand" I say
"it's normal he hurted you it's okay to feel angry" he say
I stayed for a while and left
It was true I never felt anger like the anger I felt at that moment I wasn't an easy person to get angry but in that moment all I felt was anger
I went home to sleep
The next well I have to go to school Ебать, Ебать, Ебать (fuck)
I went and the day went as usual nothing happened at the end of the day I went out school to see Aiden again this time I didn't run I went up to him
"what do you want" I asked
"you Aurora I miss you I miss us she was a stupid mistake I didn't love her like I did to you please give me another chance" he say
"Aiden I really don't care I moved on so please stop coming and try to move on to will help you more" I say in a low study voice to make sure he hear what I was saying
"so there is no hope" he asked
"yes" I say and he left I looked behind me to see my twins both my idiots of friends, two of my cousins and four guys I think two of them are in some of my classes one is Adam and the other is Alex
"what" I say
"you're fine" Damon ask
"yes why" I asked
"Arla your bleeding your hand you can't feel it" Athos say
I look at my hand to see that am really bleeding but what surprises me is that am holding my pocket knife that I always have on me I was holding it really hard to the point that I was bleeding and I didn't even feel it
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There is something happening to me yesterday I was super angry and today I was bleeding without even feeling anything I didn't even realize I got the knife out what the hell is happening to me
We went to the hospital they stitch my hand and I went home the same day because I didn't want to stay in the hospital I really hate hospitals
I can see that mom wants to say something but couldn't so I waited till we were alone for her to till me what's wrong
