New Year's Day (from the vault)

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2 am
New years eve
We fell in love
The day cut right through me

You leaned on your screen
Showed me the poem you wrote for me
I cried that day
Wishing you to never fade away

This new year
I slept early
So the memories don't hit me
But I could still see everything clearly

And i just think
If you missed me today
Felt my touch on your face
But I know what you would have done

Admitted you were fine
And thinking of me at the same time
Did you dream of me last night?
Or curse my name for the last time?

Cause I still am in trouble
Feeling loved once again
And you might be okay thinking
She was just trouble for me

It's 2 am
I am tossing on my bed
saw you leaving
In my dreams

Woke up with heavy breaths
left the bed to the stairs 
walked up to the terrace
I had love I once embraced

New Year's day went fucked up this time
Maybe I was ready to go to dine
But I never gave out the chance
killed my own heart for trance

I wish I was enough 
so you would have never left me love~

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