What is love?

Chapter 14- Why aren't we together?

P.S: Might contain grammatical error.

I have create a instagram account for the the book. The handle is rhireecreation.

10:30am

Saturday, November 18, 2024

Jahvani POV

Just a done work out about to make quick stop home, fresh up, and look go look fi mummy dem.

Long time mi nuh see dem.

Deh bout 15 minutes away from home now.

Wake up from round 7 this morning, got ready, and go gym.

Did affi blow off some steam, somewhere.

Work a stress mi, family a stress, all bbclt woman a stress a stress mi....tpc.

A two-thing alone me use fi relieve mi stress, and that is fucking and going to the gym.

Fucking, kind a difficult right now, so mi just go di gym fi right now.

Mi drink and smoke occasionally but am not dependent/addicted to it.

But fucking is what I mainly use or should I say used to cope with stress.

Mi feel like if mi nuh get some pussy by next week, mi cocky ago would shrivel up and disappear.

Yuh know how long mi nuh fuck somebody daughter.

Right now mi celibate...to pussyclaat.

From the moment I meet her, is like my hood nuh member how I stand up fi nuh body else.

Nah seh mi nuh fuck nuh body from we meet inuh.

But it nuh feel the same and mi nah go pressure her fi sex either, mi wah she initiate that whenever she feel comfortable.

Jah Jah...neva mi coulda medz dem way here bout somebody daughter.

Nahh insinuate say mi force nobody fi have sex wid mi because dat a my style.

Dem style deh a waste man style.

But pon a big man level, most females wet mi get intimate wid my main focus was always just fi have sex, and if dem nuh annoying mi keep dem round liikkle longer.

Wid she now mi a pree long term, a family, something weh mi never know mi would ever be interested in.

She say we fi tek it slow and date first, but right now man feel confused.

This minute we act like we deh and di next minutes when she she vex she a tell mi say we nuh deh.

We nuh affi deh inuh, but she try know she caah deh wid nuh body else, "I said to myself as I drove onto my driveway".

~~~~~20 minutes later~~~~~

Mi deh bout 10 minutes from mommy and all now mi nuh call fi see if dem deh home.

Yow siri! call mummy on speaker phone.

Mhhm.

"I did not get that"

Call mummy.

"I can't do that. Is there anything else I can do?"

Yes.

"Go ahead"

Sucking yuh mada.

Stretching to the cup console to retrieve my phone and call her myself.