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8 - A Place In This World

A Place In This World - Taylor Swift

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

Bily pov

"Brooke?" "Here" I call out to my teacher. It's the first day back since coming back from tour and I already hate it here. I do love seeing all my friends but school is just so boring. It's also confusing adjusting back to the name Brooke instead of my usually Bily. "Good to have you back Brooke" The teacher comments, I simply smile back. As far as my friends are aware I went on a major holiday around the world, which I guess isn't really a lie. I did really go around the whole world it's just they don't know about all the shows.

"Brooke how was it?!" My friend Blair asks me. "Well it was just so amazing, I'll have to show you pictures at lunch" I smile. "Please do, you're so lucky!" "I know I'm so grateful, my mom still made me do the work though" which is true except my mom is my sister. "Ha shame" she giggles making me laugh.

"Enough chitter chatter girls get on with it please" the teacher says giving us a 'look'. I make eye contact with Blair which was a mistake because all it made me want to do was make me laugh but I managed to keep it in. I decide that I have been away for a while and I should in fact start doing my work.

I mange to get half way through the introduction of my essay before my stomach starts to cramp up. The unfamiliar painful feeling taking over my senses. I must've ate something bad at home, though Taylor is an excellent cook so I doubt she would've undercooked anything. "You ok Brooke?" Blair asks me with a concerned tone. "Yeah I'm good, I think I ate something bad" "I have some Panadol in my bag if you want some?" "I think I'll be ok, thank you though" I thank my friend. I continue to destruct myself with my essay writing which did not last very long. Never the less the bell goes off indicating that it's time for lunch. Me and Blair eagerly pack up our stuff ready to get out of this classroom.

"Hey I'm just going to the bathroom I'll meet up with you guys after?" I saw brushing my straw straightened hair out of my face. "Yeah of course, see you soon" Blair smiles before walking away leaving me to go to the bathroom. I sigh at the cramping in my stomach before heading off to the bathroom. I make my way to the ones that no one goes into as I definitely get pee shy. Now that I come to think about it I did have beans this morning on my toast, maybe that's why my stomach is feeling funny. Either way I lock myself in the furthest stall before sitting down on the seat. My eyes widen once I pull down my skirt. Blood? Oh god this can't be. I'm not ready to be a woman!

I don't even have anything with me, I can't believe this is happening to me right now. I just got my first period. During school! Of course this happens to me. In a panicked state I quickly rummage through my bag for my phone, my shaky hands pressing onto my sisters contact.
"Pick up pick up pick up pick up" I mumble under my breath. Unfortunately it ends up going to her voice mail. "Taylor" I whisper in frustration. I press the call button anxiously waiting for her to pick up. I groan when I hear the familiar 'hey it's Taylor, leave a message!'. I groan in distraction, my hands flying to my hair to pull at it, something I find myself doing when I'm anxious.

Suddenly a familiar buzz goes off in my hand, it's Taylor! I quickly answer my sisters call. "Hey honey, what's up?" She says, my body visibly relaxing at the sound of her voice. "Tay this is so embarrassing." I state. "What? Why are you whispering?" I hear a giggle. "Tay this isn't funny!" "Ok im sorry whats going on? You ok monkey?" "No Taylor, I think I got my period and it's so embarrassing I don't know what to do" I start to panic. "Hey hey hey calm down it's ok, it's perfectly normal. Do you have any pads or tampons with you" I cringe at the words Pad and Tampon as it makes me feel embarrassed for some reason. "No I don't, I don't know, what do I do" I say chewing at my bottom lip with my teeth. "Do you want me to come pick you up?" "Please."
"Ok honey I'll be there soon" "good and hurry up" all I hear is Taylor giggling. "Taylor stop I'm serious this ain't funny" I whine. I'm really embarrassed and panicked right now I don't appreciate her laughing at me. "I'm on my way honey calm down" "don't you think I'm trying" I say before just hanging up. I'm sure she will get here soon. Once I get a text from Taylor saying she's signed me out I quickly shove some toilet paper into my panties before rushing out of the bathroom.

I silently weave through the school successfully avoiding my friends. I spot Taylor's car so I quickly fast walk towards it. Without a sound I sit in the passenger seat. I hear Taylor giggling at me. "Stop and drive." I huff. "There's nothing to be embarrassed about-" "I'm not embarrassed I'm panicked! I was sitting the bathroom pulling my own hair out while you were laughing now hurry up and go" I say desperately. "Oh sweetie I'm sorry I didn't know" "Taylor there is blood coming out of places where it shouldn't so why is this car not moving?" "ok ok" she says, I watch her as she holds in her laugh which I'm not sure why because I don't find any of this very funny.

Luckily the drive wasn't to long. As soon as we got home I ran up to my room to deal with this mess before I work myself up even more. I look at my self in the mirror as I wash my hands, my mascara is all smudged. I feel kind of bad for getting frustrated with Taylor, I'm not sure why it worked me up so much, its situations like this that remind me she is still my sister and she will still laugh at me. I need to learn to get over that, she's not your mom Bily she's your sister. Sister. Not mom. I sigh before walking downstairs to Taylor.

I spot my sister sitting on the couch simply scrolling through her phone. "Hey Tay, sorry for freaking out at you before I was just stressed I guess" I say as I sit next to her. "Don't worry honey, I'm sorry for laughing at you while you were panicked" "it's fine, I need to remember your my sister not my mom"

"Well honey I am technically your mom too" "yeah but your biologically my sister" "true but i like to think I take up more of a mom roll" "yeah I think of you like that too" "where's all this coming from?" "I-I don't know I guess I just want like a mom right now" I admit while looking down at my dangling legs. Feeling Taylor's hand on my shoulder pulls me out of my thoughts. "Then that's what I'll be for you right and for how ever long you need. If you want me to your sister I'll be your sister, if you want me to be your mom I'll be your mom. Ok?" I simply nod. "Thanks Tay" I say. I happily wrap my arms around Taylor as she hugs me tightly, her vanilla perfume filling my senses. There's no other place I'd rather be than right here with Tay.

A/n
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