Second chance || Giyushino || !!DISCONTINUED!!

-8: distractions -

*a few days later*

purplewisteria: OMGOMGOMG I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH MY CRUSH AND SAID 10 WORDS TO HIM

clearbluewater: that's cool

purplewisteria: is something wrong?

clearbluewater: sorry I was focused on something else so i was paying attention always THATS GREAT HE DEFINITELY LIKES YOU

I hate everytime her crush is brought up. I have to pretend I'm happy for her when I'm not.

purplewisteria: OMG YOUR SO RIGHT

clearbluewater: IK I AM

purplewisteria: GTG

clearbluewater: CYA

I'm glad she had to go. I would've not been able to continue this conversation.

Lately, I've been trying different things to distract myself from purplewisteria. I've been doing things like reading books and going on walks. Yet every night I find myself alone with my thoughts again.

I hate how much I love you.

Although, it's not that bad. One day I'll find someone I love but right now I'm just going to read a book like the depressed heartbroken person I am.

Shinobu's POV

"OMG WE NEED TO FIND HIS TIKTOK!" Mitsuri exclaimed.

"HIS TIKTOK WOULD BE EASY TO FIND!" I respond.

"YAYAYA!!" Misturi said.

After being a bit more delusional I went onto tiktok. This is going to be easy. I looked at Kanae's follower list but Giyuu wasn't on there. Luckily for me Tsutako was.

I clicked on her profile but it was private.

I was full of dissapointment.

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!" I screamed.

Kanae must've heard me because she ran to my room like her life depended on it.

"Language!" Kanae said while making her angry face.

"I'm sorry." I replied.

"Yes, we're very sorry!" Misturi responded.

"Ok then, I'll leave." Kanae smiled.

It was weird how Kanae's mood switched so fast but I really didn't care.

Giyuu's POV

I was reading my book but I kept getting distracted by my thoughts. It was actually annoying me. Why did I have to like the one person I couldn't have?

I tried to distract myself by having a staring contest with the wall but it kept winning so I eventually gave up.

Distracting your self was hard. I couldn't find any distractions. I was so desperate that at one point I even searched up 'women to have a crush on' on Google. Yet, none of them stuck out to me. Maybe it's because I'm gay but I'm not too sure. 

Shinobu's POV

I need something like a distraction so Kanae won't notice me going on her phone. I desperately needed to go on her phone so I could look at Tstutako's following list since Kanae and Tsutako follow eachother.

"Hey Kanae!" Misturi said.

"Oh hello Misturi!" She smiled.

"Do you like butterflies or flowers?" I ask.

"I don't know, why?" She replied.

"Oh it's nothing. I was just a bit curious you know." Mitsuri explained.

"Well in that case, I really like-"

Great, there was enough time for me to go onto Kanae's phone.

I looked through Tsutako's following list when I found someone named Giyuu.101.

How obvious was he trying to be?

I put the phone away.

"I'm back." I said.

"Well that was a great conversation Kanae. I'm so glad that I found out you prefer butterflies." Mitsuri exclaimed as she ran up the stairs.

"Have you gotten you know who's tiktok?" Mitsuri asked.

"Yes I have." I smiled.

"What is it?" Mitsuri replied.

"Giyuu.101" I awnsered.

As I was about the click on his profile, my battery died.

SHORT CHAPTER BC WHY NOT