Second chance || Giyushino || !!DISCONTINUED!!

-7: A crush-

purplewisteria: hey !!

clearbluewater: HEY

purplewisteria: there's a spider in my room

clearbluewater: i hope it eats you

purplewisteria: i want that hot guy who rescued me from a spider to save me

( I wonder who that hot guy is )

clearbluewater: I can also save people from spiders

purplewisteria: but ur not hot

clearbluewater: stfu I am

purplewisteria: it's ok to be jealous ❤

clearbluewater: ok

purplewisteria: k

clearbluewater: y

                               s

purplewisteria: 😔😔

clearbluewater: 🙄🙄🙄🙄

Shinobu's POV

This is like the fifth person I've told about the spider incident. Although, I only told two people that Giyuu was hot.

I don't know why I keep thinking about it. Something about the way he was so close I could hear him breath seemed to please me. Or maybe it's just the fact that's he's been nice to me lately. I honestly don't know why.

clearbluewater: hello???
where is ur response
did my emoji offend u

purplewisteria: help

clearbluewater: in what way

purplewisteria: help

clearbluewater: ?

purplewisteria: pls

clearbluewater: how am I supposed to help

purplewisteria: i can't stop thinking of that guy who saved me from a spider

clearbluewater: when was this?

purplewisteria: ages ago

(More like one day)

Giyuu's Pov

I thought she was Shinobu since I saved Shinobu from a spider and they both like purple but I was wrong. I helped Shinobu yesterday meanwhile this guy helped purplewisteria 'ages ago'. That doesn't really tell me when but it's obvious that ages ago isn't yesterday.

clearbluewater: damn

purplewisteria: Idk what I should do

clearbluewater: hmmmm

purplewisteria: think faster

clearbluewater: hold on my brain is processing

purplewisteria: I think I have a crush on the guy

A crush? Having a crush was normal but part of me didn't like the fact she had a crush. I don't know why.

clearbluewater: that's cool

I didn't want her to be in love with anyone. I felt something which felt like jealousy.

purplewisteria: could you be more excited

clearbluewater: sorry

I wanted to be happy for my friend but I just couldn't.

purplewisteria: I gtg now
BYEEE

clearbluewater: BYEE

After that conversation, I quietly sat down in my room and began to get lost in my own thoughts.

Why was she in love? Why do I care so much? Will she forget about me? What is this emotion I'm feeling? Why can't I be happy for her?

The next day

It was just a regular Monday morning but I felt  gloomier than ever. I couldn't accept purplewisteria's crush. I walked up to classic school gates while staring at the dull grey pavement.

"What's up with you?" Sabito asked with concern.

"You seem down today." Makomo added.

Sabito and Makomo were my two bestfriends but I didn't want to bother them over something so stupid so I said nothing.

"It's nothing, I'm fine." I replied.

"Are you sure?" Makomo asked.

"You have to tell us Giyuu. Hiding your problems dont fix them." Sabito responded.

He was right, if I hid this it wouldn't make me feel any better. I should just tell them. What was the worst thing that could possibly happen?

I took a deep breath before explaining my problem.

"My online friend has a crush and I can't be happy for her. I don't know why and the worst part is thay I can't stop thinking about it." I explained.

"I think that's jealousy." Makomo said.

"It's not." I replied.

"It isn't just jealousy, it's love too. You are in love with her and since you don't actaully know her you can't do anything apart from watch as she falls in love with someone else. I'm sorry Giyuu, I want you to be happy. One day you'll find someone better." Sabito replied.

At that moment, it was like reality had slapped me across the face. There was no doubt that what Sabito said wasn't true. It hurt me. 

Am I in love with the girl behind that screen or am I in love with the girl online? It's something I can understand. Although, it doesn't matter anymore. She found someone and I have to be happy for her.

If only she felt the same

"I know it is hard Giyuu, but please don't think about it. For the sake of your own happiness." Makomo said.

"I won't think about it." I replied.

I don't think I'll be able to but I don't want my friends to worry.

Shinobu's POV

I hid around in a corner with my best friend Mitsuri so Giyuu wouldn't be able to see us.

I wanted to take a few good looks at my crush before going to class. I watched as he talked to his friends. I had no clue what they were talking about. If only I could lipread.

"He's probably talking about how much he loves  you." Mitsuri whispered.

"Do you think so?" I asked.

"Mhm!" Mitsuri replied.