*Bell Rings*
I get up annoyed, who is it this early in the morning?
It's 9 am. Then I check the camera and it's her. Oh.
She smiles at me, happy, hopeful, beautiful and says, "Hey."
I smile too, and think, This is it. Hey, I love you. Maybe, one day, you'll even let me tell you.
And I finally say, "Hey." (Unknown)
She smiles, "How do I look?"
"Beautiful." That's the truth.
Oh, she blushes a little.
"Great then, I will see you. Bye." and she leaves.
"Bye."
Huh? She just came over to ask how she was looking.
I close the door behind me,
And sigh, she made my morning.
Oh, now I am wide awake.
I've been trying to not make it obvious about how she makes me feel, and failing miserably at it. Because here I am, bathing in my feelings. Realizing all at once that I'm not just attracted to her, I can actually envision a future with her. I am desperately in love with her. (Unknown)After sometime my phone pings,
Sneha: "Oh my god, the office is so freaking cool and huge. It is a different world!! The team here showed me around."
Before I text can back,
Sneha: "And the guys!!! Ahhh!!"
Sneha: "Oh my god! So handsome, So beautiful."
Sneha: "My god this place is heaven on earth."
I am trying to be cool, but It's a facade. I have jealousy issues, I want to know who she finds good-looking.
I just text back: "Who?"
Sneha: "I don't know, there's this one I saw in the cafeteria, Mingyu? He is your friend right, So Hot."
I laugh and write back: "Ahh, He is."
Sneha: "He is so freaking tall & handsome, even cute."
I just reply: "And in a relationship."
I don't care, I just don't want anyone around her. Just me.
Sneha: "Shucks, but good to look at."
I reply: "Stop objectifying guys."
Sneha: "I am just looking, Duh. Anyway, I have work now. See ya ;) "
I smile finally: "See you :)"As I reach the company, I meet V-Hyung on the way. While we were talking about something, and waiting for the elevator. I see her walking towards us with a coworker laughing about something. She sees me and smiles a little. Oh.
She then sees Taehyungie-hyung and her face goes pale. She bowed with a small smile, I could see how she was struggling to keep her face. I almost laughed.
*Ding dong*
It is just the four of us in the lift.
I asked, "What floor?"
She looked at me as if I asked a math problem and finally said, "U-Umm t-tenth."
She kept stealing glances at me and tried to keep a straight face. She must be freaking out crazy inside.
Suddenly her co-worker asked, "Can we please get a picture with both of you, we are huge fans."
She gave her a look, like the one with questioning eyes.
"Yeah, sure." V-Hyung smiled.
I was almost on the verge of laughing, and then she gave me the look. Oh, she is angry. Cannot let the Mrs get angry, I should behave. We clicked a picture, while she struggled to smile and appear okay.
She said, "Thank you Taehyung-ssi."
And then added, "And umm Jungkook-ssi."As soon as she got down, I got a series of texts,
Sneha:
"I met Taehyungggggg!! The Kim Taehyung!!
It was so so so awkward.
I was with him, in the same elevator, oh my god!
My favourite, He was right in front of me!!
It was so tough to keep a straight face....
I didn't want to give myself away!!
I couldn't even smile.
But I have a picture of him!!!!
And I saw him, like in person.
And he smiled at me!!! Oh my god.
Thank god. You were there!
And I knew you were trying so hard to not laugh."
I wrote her back: "You weren't that awkward, except in the picture."
Sneha: "You are so annoying. Ugh, I hate you."
I replied: "No, you don't."
She sent me: "Hmph, I do."
All I replied was: "Aww you will get over it, Darling."
She texted: "Not your Darling!! :p
Anyways I am really happy today, so be good."
I smiled, "Yes ma'am."Oh, you are. I smiled while reading the last text.
V-Hyung suddenly says, "You know her right?"
I smiled, "She is the one I told you about. The brown blazer one."
Hyung smiled, "I guessed that. So, She is the one?"
"You know She's utterly adorable. Something happened to me that I don't "
He stops and stares at me. I can't look him in the eye.
"I was standing there, looking at her, and she became ... more. I couldn't ... I couldn't think. Everything simply ..." I wave a hand in annoyance at myself. " Tilted. Yeah, The world titled, and there she was. You know?" (Unknown)
He smiles, "I know"
I said, "Oh also, She is your biggest fan! Like she adores you way too much."
He looks at me shocked, "Okay, and you are telling me this why?"
I smile, "Just because when we met, she appeared awkward, but she was just too shocked, so. "
Hyung smiles, "Oh now, I get it. Man, You are grown up!"
I said, "Didn't we pass that phase already?"
He smiled, "Noo! But now you are! You are defensive towards her already."
And he side-hugged me, while I laughed. My feelings have become way too obvious for her, and I cannot deny it. After the practice, I asked her if she was free,
She said it would take her an hour, So I decided to wait for her. I told her to come to the 17th floor, and then I showed her around. I took her to my studio, her reactions were endearing. She took a lot of interest in everything, and I loved explaining to her how certain instruments were played and how songs are made.
I played her a snippet of the new song I wrote.
While hearing it she had this smile and as lyrics progressed I could see it in her eyes, that she liked it.
"I love it. I just do, Oh my god. The writing and melody— Jungkook, it's beautiful."
Oh, She loves it.
I want to hide my proud smile. "Which part you liked the most?"
She smiled, "The ending."
"You like it? The producer suggested changing it."
She replied, "But why. I get that the song doesn't end on a positive note, but I feel that's what makes it special. Not everyone gets a happy ending, and that's life."
Those were exactly my thoughts when I wrote it.
She then added, "But there is always hope. Maybe you can add a line, to give them the hope they need. Because, everyone deserves a happy ending. Or at least the Hope. I feel."
A smile forms on my face, that's what I have been missing. I liked the ending, but it needed something. "That's brilliant. Thank you so much!"
She says, "It's just my opinion, You might want to discuss it with others."
I smiled, "No I think that's it."
She gets a bit silent, "Oh."
I write some of my ideas, and show it to her.
"How do they look?"
She gets a bit confused, "Umm."
"Just give me your opinion, It's important for me."
And she smiles. I swear to god, it takes so much courage to not kiss her. Sometimes all I can see is the mole on her chin, and have this urge to kiss it.
Ugh, We keep discussing the songs and talking. I don't know where the time went.
Ultimately we leave together, for Home.
I'm so obsessed with this woman. Addicted to her. Fucking in love with her and the beautiful chaos she brings to my life. (Unknown)
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Finally, Home.
FanfictionYou know, how they say When the timing is right. The right person often comes by. And they stay. They teach you, love you, nurture you. That is what they were to each other. Just what they needed, A Home. (In-Yun/Fate)