Sneha PoV

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I woke up today with a smile.
This Sunday feels awesome, Jungkook is coming back from the U.S. It's been two weeks since I saw him.
I made myself a good cup of coffee, with You Are in Love by Taylor Swift playing.
Everything keeps making me think of him,
So I just wrote my all feelings in my diary,

"Dear Diary,
He is coming back, I missed him.
He feels warm and familiar.
He feels solid and safe.
I want to cling to his shirt, bury my face into the warm curve of his neck, and never let go of him again. (Becca Fitzpatrick)
He stirs something in me and calms me at the same time.
He hums and sings songs all day, and when I listen to them I feel at home.
He smiles so easily, he loves so easily.
He has a beautiful laugh. Like the promise of tomorrow. (Renee Ahdieh)
The things I thought took a lot of effort seem so effortless with him.
He makes loving him so easy.
We do weird things together, and it's always fun.
He gives the warmest hugs, If only I could never leave his embrace.
He fills my heart.
And he is gentle. Yet so manly.
He is...my home.
I just never want to let go of him.
I guess, I am in Love."

Umm, I am in Love with him.
The bell rang,
I went with a huge smile, and I opened the door.
Only to find that the groceries I ordered are here.
Ah, what the hell man.
Disappointed I went to take a bath, with my washroom playlist on play. This Old Bollywood, makes my soul dance. And being in Love, makes it a 1000 times better.

*You are my Soniya from K3G*
While standing in the kitchen thinking of lunch, oh it is gonna be Noodles. This is the best I can do.
Kehdo na Kehdo na,
You are my Soniya...
This is fun, I am dancing the steps. Dang.
And the classic step on the guitar bass...
Need to grab some green onions.
I see a man!! standing near the door!!!
What the fuccck!!!
Jungkoook!!???

"Ahhhhhhhhh!! Fuckkk!!"
"How did you come in?"
And I look down,
I am not wearing any pants, it's an oversized hoodie but, What???
I see him panicking, I remove my headphones.
He says, "Ah, I am going out. You calm down, please. I will wait outside."
As he went out, I rushed to close the door.
He saw me like that!!
In just a hoodie, that too his hoodie. Which I took once, I don't remember when. Why would I choose this day to wear it, Agh. It's embarrassing.
Aghhh, How can this happen?
I need to take deep breaths.
Inhale...
1........
2.......
3.......
Exhale...
Agh,
I need to wear something.
Fuck this is so awkward.
I don't want to see him.
But I haven't seen him in so long.
I wonder if he is still waiting.

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