helpless and alone, trying to try but failing every time
the blue starts at my feet swallowing me
Ill never be good enough, Ill never have the life I want
from the moment i was born I was destined to fail
its in my blood to do the best you can
is it also in my blood to hurt like this
every day it is worse and worse
day by day the noise gets louder and louder
I cant hear my thoughts
the same thoughts telling me to run
telling me to scream
telling me to die
maybe it is for the best I can not hear them
