My Snow Angel

6

Y/N POV

2 Weeks Later

It's been a couple weeks since moving back to NYC and everything's sort of been just falling into place. I've started working on the music for the musical, and I've been in the quite studio a lot, but I'm loving it. Most days it's just me and Danny; he's my creative assistant on this project and at first I was a bit weary because making music is such an intimate thing, that I need to be comfortable with who I'm working with. But I was worried for nothing really, because we've become bros quite quicky, and we're naturally on the same wavelength when it comes to the creative side of things which is great.

Being at the studio does take up a lot of my time, but with the time I do have off I've been spending a lot of time with a certain blonde, exploring parts of the city together. We've gotten quite close since our first date, hanging out none stop except for these past couple days. Her work schedule has gotten quite busy too, promoting her upcoming debut album. But our weekends' have aligned this week, and she's helping me finally move out of this hotel room and into my rental apartment. I tried to decline the offer, as I didn't want her giving up her limited time off helping me, but she insisted.

I'm brought out of my thoughts, as I hear her knock on my hotel room door.

"Hey darling" I welcome her closing the door, as she steps into my arms burying her head into the crook of my neck.

"Hi" she mumbles into me. She's tired I can tell, fuck I knew I shouldn't have let her help out today.

"Nae, you honestly don't need to help me today. You had a late night performing on the Late Night. You need to rest babe." I sigh.

"I like how babe sounds in your accent" she says, I feel her smile into my neck.

"I'm being serious" I pout, looking into her eyes as I play with the baby hairs at the back of her neck.

"Honestly, I'm fine I just wanna be with you today."

"Fine, but once we're done, we're doing absolutely nothing but watching movies and ordering dinner."

"Sounds good to me baby" she smiles letting me out of her koala-esq grasp.

We were finally done unpacking all my stuff, after a couple hours. Thankfully it didn't take too long, as most of the stuff had already been set out (mental note to thank Isaac for arranging for all the essentials to be sorted), so all me and Reneé had to do was unpack all my perosnal belongings.

The rental was actually quite nice, I had the penthouse apartment which had a beautiful view of the city. It was clearly new modern build, but it thankfully had a very cosy, classic feel to it. I didn't really like living in places that felt overly modern, so it was nice this place had a nice mix of both.

"I'm going to shower real quick, I feel all gross after all that unpacking." I say getting up from the sofa, and bend down to kiss her cheek.

"Maybe I should join you?" Reneé murmurs, her eyes clearly a darker shade of blue.

I choke on air, heat rising to my cheeks not knowing what to say, as she looks at my hungrily.

"I- er uhm, well uhh I-" she giggles as I stutter.

She leans up and kissed my jaw so softly my knees could give out, "Go shower cutie, I'll be here"

"I'm sorry" I whisper, leaning into her touch. "Don't apologise y/n. I just can't control myself around you sometimes, I couldn't stop myself from letting that slip out." she laughs lightly.

"Now go shower, so we can start our movie marathon." she giggles, shoving me gently towards my room.

I'm such an idiot. Why couldn't I do anything but stutter when she said that. Like Jesus of course I want her in here with me. I want her so bad, it's fucking scary. I haven't felt this way about someone in a long time and just don't know how to handle it. I just feel I'm going too fast; Reneé probably doesn't even think this is anything. Sure we've been hanging out a lot and she is quite affectionate with me, but I don't know. I can't help but think this is nothing to her, like how could I even be on her radar, she could have anyone. I know I've just met her recently, and I hate to doubt her but she does have quite a flirty personality and I'm just me. Fuck this is probably her just being nice and I've just mis-read everything.