Bill fucking Kaulitz. She was always reminded of him. The pain that he caused, the pain that they both felt when he let go with no choice.
This is a story about Raven Vause. Her mom was Mexican, and her dad was American. She was born in America but...
As we got to the house, I couldn't help but feel nervous. What if whoever he's talking about doesn't like me or something? 4 is always better than 5, odd numbers and groups don't mix..
I mean I can always go with Kiara and her friends, Finn, Amy and maybe Ethan? It's not like this is permanent, right?
I heard Tom knock the door and I immediately refocused my attention on what's going on. Tom said he has something to show me? With his group of friends.
After 5 minutes of waiting, nobody answered. So Tom just barged in like it was nothing, the door wasn't even locked. Don't these guys know about robbers or whatever?
I looked over at Bill since he wasn't saying much the whole time, he looked lost in thought. Tom noticed me looking and said, "He's probably just freaking out about what's about to happen. Since he wants to impress you and all." I heard him snicker.
Bill suddenly snapped out of his thoughts and yelled, "Oh shut up, you're the one who invited her to hear us. You clearly want to impress her." I saw Bill roll his eyes and smile playfully while heading upstairs with us.
I laughed too. I don't know if they're joking around or not, but it was pretty funny. Tom smacked Bill on the shoulder and replied. "Okay, and? At least i'm not afraid to admit it. I want to impress every pretty girl that i know, so what?"
Pretty? I felt butterflies for a second. But then the rest of what he said finally processed.. every? I don't know why that angered me, it's not like i have feelings for these guys. Okay, they're cute but let's bfr.
It seemed like Bill noticed my smile turn into a frown, and i saw his grin fade as well. Tom was the only one left with that stupid smirk on his face.
Anyway. We made it to that one guys room, Gunther? George? I don't know which is which. You can hear some interesting music from outside. It's loud as fuck. Again, Tom just opened the door without even knocking. The music blared into my ears almost leaving me deaf. My eyes landed on the two boys, okay i'll definitely be able to tell the difference between them now.
There was a cute boy with a baby face, and short blonde hair. He's really good looking, i just wanna put him in a jar and take him wherever i go. <3
The other guy looks more muscular, and has long hair. He's also good looking, not really my type but his jawline is immaculate. I need his hair routine though. As soon as we came in, they lowered the music.
"This is Raven, say hiiii!" Tom shook my shoulders and grabbed my arm from behind me, waving it to the boys idiotically.
"Oh, the girl you wouldn't shut up about?" The long haired guy said.
um! i don't know what they're saying but okay.
I heard Bill laugh as Tom turned red and startled play fighting with that guy.
"Bill, I know you're not laughing." The short haired boy said. And then Bill immediately stopped laughing.
"What are they saying?" I whispered to Bill.
"Nothing. Don't worry about it." He replied almost instantly. Tom was panting and laughing. He plopped down onto the carpet floor and leaned on the bed. "Are you guys not gonna introduce yourselves? Say hi back." Tom said to the two boys on the bed.
"Hi, i'm Gustav." The little one hugged me. Is this a greeting in Germany? or is he doing it for giggles? whatever, i don't care. I hugged him back, clearly he gives the best hugs out of the group. Tom said something in German and everyone laughed, except Bill, he seemed kinda mad.
Okay so? Bill can smd. he's been mad since this morning. like seriously do you have a stick up ur ass or something?
But i couldn't stop hoping that secretly he felt jealous.
"Nice to meet you. I like your shirt." i poked his chest. it was a metallica shirt.
we started bonding over music for about 10 minutes while the others were talking as well. though the whole time i felt Bill's eyes burning holes into my back. I don't know what his problem is, seriously if he wants to talk we can.
Tom suddenly shouts. "Bring your instruments because i promised this girl here we would surprise her." He then marched out. I'm assuming he's heading over to his place, so i followed.
I saw the long haired one, Georg, get his bass.
————————————— In the end, they agreed to play at Gustav's house instead.
I was told to sit down on one of the chairs inside Gustav's garage. I think they're about to play a song, because of the instruments. No wonder Tom knew so much about guitars, and Bill's voice earlier in school sounded lovely.
A few minutes later, they were finally finished setting up. and i was given no warning when they suddenly began playing.
Das Fenster öffnet sich nich' mehr Hier drin' ist es voll von dir, und leer Und vor mir geht die letzte Kerze aus Ich warte schon 'ne Ewigkeit Endlich ist es jetzt soweit Da draußen ziehen die schwarzen Wolken auf Ich muss durch den Monsun Hinter die Welt Ans Ende der Zeit Bis kein Regen mehr fällt Gegen den Sturm Am Abgrund entlang Und wenn ich nich' mehr kann, denk' ich daran Irgendwann laufen wir zusammen Durch den Monsun Dann wird alles gut 'N Halber Mond versinkt vor mir War der eben noch bei dir Und hält er wirklich was er mir verspricht Ich weiß, dass ich dich finden kann Hör' deinen Namen im Orkan (im Orkan) Ich glaub' noch mehr dran glauben kann ich nicht Ich muss durch den Monsun Hinter die Welt Ans Ende der Zeit Bis kein Regen mehr fällt Gegen den Sturm Am Abgrund entlang Und wenn ich nich' mehr kann, denk' ich daran Irgendwann laufen wir zusammen Weil uns einfach nichts mehr halten kann Durch den Monsun Hey! (uuh) Hey! (uuh) Ich kämpf' mich durch die Mächte Hinter dieser Tür Werde sie besiegen und dann führen sie mich zu dir Dann wird alles gut Dann wird alles gut Wird alles gut Alles gut Ich muss durch den Monsun Hinter die Welt Ans Ende der Zeit Bis kein Regen mehr fällt Gegen den Sturm Am Abgrund entlang Und wenn ich nich' mehr kann, denk' ich daran Irgendwann laufen wir zusammen Weil uns einfach nichts mehr halten kann Durch den Monsun Durch den Monsun Dann wird alles gut Durch den Monsun Dann wird alles gut
(pls just imagine this in Bill's voice or i might drown)
I was left speechless.
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-1166 words💘 Your chapter is finished ! :3 (i passed out 5 times) hi i'm not even in my tokio hotel phase anymore but i'll try to update when i can (after 10 years)
