Raven's Pajamas!! ^^^^
It's the next day now, and i just finished changing into my pajamas. The second day of school wasn't as bad as the first. Me, Kiara and that other guy along with Bill are almost close to finishing the project and it's still early..
"It's only Tuesday and i miss Amy. She's not coming until Sunday.. fuck." I sighed and slumped down on my bed, my hair still wet from my shower.
but i can't stop thinking about yesterday, about the band.
They preformed so well, i was surprised when they mentioned that they haven't gone viral or something. i'm glad that i'm making friends and all don't get me wrong but.. i miss my old friends. i didn't have many, but i just miss the company i had. everything feels so new and weird, my house is too big and it's so empty and lonely when my dad and mom are at work. maybe i should text kiara.
as i get my phone to text kiara, i get a call from Amy. i immediately pick up.
"Amy?? what's with the sudden call?? did something happen?" i say.
"God, yes?? Guess what i just found out!" she says.
"What is it now?"
"No need to sound so grumpy. i'm sure you'll love the news." she says with a playful tone
"just spit it out already.."
"CHRIS. Is moving to Germany with us! At first, i was like- this is way too convenient. It can't be a coincidence right? But apparently his brother has a military thing, and since he's his legal guardian—"
"Hold on! you're talking way too fast. Christian is moving in with you in the new house?? here in Germany??" i say suspiciously
"Yeah, just let me finish. So his brother can't leave him alone obviously. My parents offered to let him stay with us, i mean we have 3 bedrooms so it's a win win."
christian is Amy's friend. back then, we didn't talk much. only saw eachother at events and only really knew eachother through mutual friends. but.. i had a crush on him. now that i think about it, he dresses a lot like Bill. completely opposite personalities though, i mean as far as i can see.
christian was always really serious and quiet. not that he's shy, just didn't have much to say. i felt warm around him. when his parents died, it was the last time i ever saw him. that's when his older brother took custody. i'm sure Amy and our other friends, well, her friends, still visited him once in a while but i never did.
why? because i didn't know what to say to him. i can't even imagine losing my parents, that must be horrible.
christian is very tall, he's fit and has tons of piercings, jewelry and that stuff.
"Oh, that's great." is all i said.
"Why that tone? we all knew you had a thing for him. maybe this is finally your chance!"
"I doubt it. i never went to go see him after the loss.."
"oh... well, i'm sure he doesn't mind? You two didn't know eachother that well so.."
"yeah. i mean i'm happy to see him. soon."
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the next few days were a blur, same thing everyday. It's friday now, i'm in my last period. About the chemistry project, the teacher pushed it to this monday.
i see Bill pass me a note.
-ur daydreaming, wuts on ur mind? "
i hesitate.
-it's almost sunday. my friend is moving in next door, i'm excited to see her, is all. :) "
i left the part about Christian out.
now that i really think about it, it's not like i have a crush on bill, or tom for that matter. i think the feelings i felt for them were just because they actually treat me as a person, very few people do.
either way, i'm grateful. although i don't think i have feelings for bill, i still can't help but to feel fuzzy when i interact with him. for example, when i passed him the note, our fingers touched. it made me feel butterflies.
but then again, i don't have much experience with boys. that's it, right?
-Well, i gotta tell you sumthing. it's really important so wait for me after school, kay? i might take long but pls wait."
bill passes the note and i just nod without saying anything else.
the bell rings and i immediately get up, my backpack not even half closed when i leave the classroom.
as i wait for bill at the front gates, i see tom walk out with a girl. who is that..
he sees me and waves. i wave back. they both walk over to me.
"Are you waiting for bill? hes coming so don't worry." he says with that stupid smirk.
"Hey, i'm mariana, but everyone calls me puff. i'm toms friend, it's nice to meet you!" the blonde haired girl says. she has pink bangs and a golden nose ring, freckles and a cute button nose.
her eyes are hazel and her eyelashes covered in cheap mascara. her accent is almost unnoticeable.
her nails are bitten short, turquoise nail polish chipped from the biting. she's very pretty.
i take her hand and introduce myself
"Im raven, i'm also his friend. we're neighbors." i sounded rather unenthusiastic compared to her.
"Bill! we were waiting for you. are you ready to tell raven?" I hear tom say in german, i make out some of the words.
i see bill nod and walk over to me.
"um.. we.. got a deal to preform in some.. place, this may be the start of our music career. i mean, if things go well."
bill says, with a slight smile. i can tell he's very happy.
"Shit well.. that's amazing, for all of you! I'm so happy for you guys—"
tom pulls me in for a hug. after a short while, he hugged bill and puff too. i wonder if she's their temporary manager or something.
bill hugs me too. once again i feel butterflies, but i felt those for tom when he hugged me too..
my phone rings. it's amy, i decide to pick up.
"Amy? what's up?"
"Something happened."
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