A LITTLE COUNTRY LOVE- Lando Norris

Chapter 8

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Contains mentions of SA

I got up the next morning it was dark the sun just peaking up, I turned to see Ashton sound asleep. I grab what I thought was my phone but I saw the background and realized it was actually Ashton's, the clock read 6:30. But that's not what caught my attention under it and covering the picture of me and Ashton on a horse was a text from Skylar. Sorry not one but four. And her name had a heart around it. What. The. Fuck.

I unlocked his phone and read the text, she was fucking flirting with him. And not only that but he was back. As I read farther he ended up revealing he was just playing with her, and he was in love with me but she won't take no for an answer.
For some clarification Skylar May is what we call a buckle bunny. She competed in the rodeos as a barrel racer a sucky ass one , partly because she lives no where near a farm, is a city girl and if it weren't for her ex-boyfriend one of my friends Cody she wouldn't know how to ride a horse. He taught her she thought she was a "natural" but she's not. She just follows and sleeps with every cowboy she can find. But not Ashton I got him first.

How I got him tho was not a pretty story:

FLASHBACK

I had just one the bull riding, last ride of the season. We went down to the fair grounds to ride some rides.

"That was so sick little k" Ashton Leah's older brother come up to me, I admit I had a little tiny crush on him but he was off limits.

"Thanks, I guess I am better then you now" I smirk

"Haha, umm nooo nice try" I smiled well ruffling my hair.

"K lest go in the zipper" Leah tells from in front.

"Okay" I yell pushing Ashton away and running up to her.

We get on the zipper and go flying around and it's sooo much fun. We get off and go for a walk we catch up with the boys. I ditch the group to run to the bathroom. I do my business and wash my hands as I walk out a hand grabs me.

I am pulled into alley

"AHHH WHAT THE-"

"Shut up" a hand is covered over my mouth. I see 2 boys, I've seen them before , but before I can remember where a knife is held to my throat, and I feel another as it runs along my body, the pain unparalleled. I scream into the hand, but that just edges them on.

He holds me to the wall i try and fight it but he is to strong the other one starts to kiss my neck and touch up my thigh. The guy with his hand on my mouth puts is hand in my pants and starts to touch me.
Oh my god this can't be happening I try a fun scream into his hand but it doesn't work. I close my eye and just pray to god he saves me, for the first time in my life, all I can do is ask god to save me. I have never felt so helpless in my life.

All of sound the hands disappear and voices start shouting. No one holding me up anymore I fell , without even realizing it I was crying.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONg WITH YOU"

"GET LOST"

"FUCK OFF"

"PIECE SHIT"

"COPS ARE HERE"

Through everything I hear a voice I know Ashton.

"Kendra" his voice is close but I can't move I am paralyzed. " hey hey it's okay"
I don't care who it is I push them away in panic. "Hey it's me it's ash" I open my eyes through blurry tears I see his face the concern all over it. He picked me up but I pushed him away, I fell I can feel the pain all over my mid section and blood is dripping, a female cop came over and told him to leave.

"Sweetie can you hear me my name is officer jones" I could see her but couldn't speak.

"She's been drugged" I feel my shirt being moved and a scream leaves with a lot of no's attached.

"Hey hey it's okay" she repeats over and over. My eyes get heavy and I grab her arm "ple-please don't go" is all I managed before it went dark.

I woke up in the hospital a few days later. My mom, Leah, basically my whole family of girls was there. No boys which i was appreciative of.  When I lifted the blanket I saw my stomach and tears being to firm, the ruined my body which once was smooth and beautiful now had marks that ran, scars the bulged, I was I to live like this?

I returned home a few days later but had no will to get out of my bedroom. What hurt the most was I couldn't even face the guys in my family, Danny came to see me once, but I couldn't even look at him, I know it hurt him, hell it hurt me so bad but I couldn't my body just wouldn't allow it. That was until Ashton came.

He walked into my room and I told him no, I felt horrible but I just couldn't. "Please go away" but instead he sat on the floor in the corner of my room. I just strared at him, I wasn't sure what was happing what he was going to do, but my heart was racing.

"Jeez Kendra it me calm the pretty heart down" he stated.

I just rolled over trying to ignore is presence. But when I looked again he was now at the end of my bed.

"Not all men are like the K, they are assholes who are rotting in jail." " god I should have went with you I'm so sorry"

He was apologizing? But he didn't even assault me. And he was apologizing. He kept talking but after 5 days of being home i fell asleep. Sometime during that he made is way into my bed and covered me up. I found out afterwards from my mom that He left and came back with blankets and pillows and slept in the floor, she was so happy he got me to sleep. I woke the next day at midnight I sleep through the whole day, and he was still on the floor. So I got up and went to the floor. I sat looking at him and he woke up.

"Thank you" was all I said he cautiously took my hand and put me back to bed except this time I made him stay.

END OF FLASHBACK

That's how are relationship started. Crazy if I think about it. I got up and looked in the mirror where across my thigh was my Medusa tattoo I got shortly after, as well as the Pslam56:3 "when I am afraid I put my trust in you" because ever since that day, I trust my life in gods hands because he sent me an angel that night an angel named Ashton.

But of course like everything this angel had sins and he was a massive flirt, but he never cheated even tho people said he did. He would never. At least I hoped he would never but looking at those texts I wasn't sure anymore. Then there was lando, why was he in my head? What is wrong with me. I splash water on my face and go for a ride to clear my head. This week was going to be "so much fun".

Chapter 8
Was a hard chapter but it had to be written.
Love ya
-syd