Stitches. (pt.2 of cuts)

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY
Im in my emo phase rawr rawr
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Divided pov:

---"Wha- What the fuck is this?!?" bugsby says out loud. scaring me a little. Then dyso bursts through the door with the medkit.

"I GOT- haah- I GOT THE MEDKIT-" dyso says out of breath.
me and bugsby finally took all of the bandages off and saw all the cuts on blooms wrists.

"you didn't do this yourself..right?" I ask VERY concerned. i never thought bloom would be suicidal at all.
he always seemed happy and outgoing. I don't really see him..sad. I stood there waiting for an answer.

Bloom pov:

--- "...i-.." I mumble. trying to think of a answer,but I just couldn't.
I tried talking but I couldn't get any words out of my mouth. I wanted to tell them the truth but..I just...didn't wanna be judged.

"..no" i say. I'm sure dyso noticed I was lying. "no way." dyso says with concern in his voice.
he walked up to me. then he pushed divided and bugsby away.

then he gave me a hug.
It was comfortable. I felt like I existed.

this was my breaking point. I broke down in tears not knowing why.

Dyso pov:

---i got surprised that bloom was actually crying. I mean,none of us has seen bloom really crying. it's mostly just a joke but this time I'm sure it's real. "hey.." divided says worried. walking up to me and bloom. "i-im sor-ry I just-" bloom stutters while still sobbing.

"it's alright..just calm down for now." divided says putting his hand on blooms back. trying to comfort him. bloom got off me and just sobbed.
"maybe..we should ask the questions later." bugsby says concerned. "you think?" I say staring at bugsby blankly before turning to bloom.

bloom was a sobbing mess. I could tell he was trying to stop even though he didn't want too,I'm sure divided noticed as well because he pulled bloom into a hug.

Divided pov :

---as I try to comfort bloom I can't help asking myself questions I know I'll never get the answer too.
'*has bloom always been like this?*' was the question that stood out to me the most.

i couldn't help but wonder. what the actual fuck has bloom been through? he's always fucking laughing at either me,dyso or bugsby.
I would have never thought I would actually see bloom like this. I didn't know he needed more help than all of us.

bloom then got off me and wiped his tears. finally saying something. " i- uhm.. I just.."
bloom then took a deep breath. "yes. I did fucking do it myself. I couldnt fucking do it anymore. im sorry." bloom says looking away.
we all just stare at him. surprised that he actually told us the truth.

Bloom pov:

---'*shitshit. I shouldn't have said anything.*' I thought to myself waiting nervously for an answer.

nothing.

i know they do care. do they?
now my mind was filled with assumptions. then I feel something tap me on the shoulder
I snap out of my thoughts and notice that divided was saying something.

"..what?" I ask. wanting to hear what he was gonna say. "bloom. have you always been like this?" divided asks with worry in his voice.
i honestly don't know. I thought about it. I've been like this for the longest time. Ive never noticed it. and god,I wish I never did.
Im also starting to realize that I haven't got any sleep. I've been drowning myself in my work.

"bloom?" divided asks,I look up."are you good?" dyso says concerned
"huh-yeah yeah..I'm fine." I say getting up.
"hey- dude you can't leave yet we're aren't done bandaging you up" dyso says.

I look down at my injuries with no care whatsoever. "it's good now" I say with a smile on my face. "nuh-uh your not going anywhere." divided says as he pulls me back down near him. making sure I don't get hurt. I just stare at them suprised while they started bandaging my cuts again.

I honestly never thought they cared this much.

"Thank you guys." I smile for real this time. happy that they actually care.
"your welcome" dyso and divided say In sync. "that's my fucking line dumbas- BRO" they say in sync again. then they start fighting.
I laugh while watching them fight. i really can't thank them enough.

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791 words. OH MY GOD I FINISHED IT
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Sorry for not posting☹️ these exams are making me lightheaded I swear
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