Bloom(+ Divided, Dyso) Oneshots ( discontinued. )

Cuts.

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I'm trying a new writing style so don't mind the mistakes:33
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Tw: self harm,please do not try anything in this story:(( cutting does not feel great!! it's just for the story okiee<33
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Bloom pov :

--- '*oh shit..*' i think to myself as I realize what I just said. I look up to see dyso disgusted and divided hurt. "I didn't mean to say that- I-"

"just shut up."
divided says. turning around and walking away. and I just stand there like a idiot. watching dyso and divided slowly getting
father and farther away. I really messed up this time. why am I so stupid? i then snap back to reality. realizing I just hurt the only two people that might actually care about me. i didn't know what to do. I just sat on a bench nearby and did...nothing.
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'* it's getting dark,I should um... probably go home*' i think to myself. I got up and walked home. I didn't know if divided of dyso was there.
well I wasn't expecting them to be there anyways. I said some stupid shit,I don't think they're gonna forgive me this time.

  Divided pov :

--- I was sitting in the kitchen listening to dyso yapping when I heard the front door open. it was bloom. we made eye contact. he looked surprised? then he quickly looked away and ran to his room. it just made me remember what he said.

"divided?????" dyso says. 

"ah- yeah? wsg"

"look. what bloom said wasn't true..yk he's just stupid right?"

"yeah yeah I know." I said. even though dyso reassured me I'm still...concerned.

"bro. your thinking about it again." dyso says annoyed before getting up. "oh- where you goin?" I ask. "just gonna talk with bloom ig.."

"oh alright."

Dyso pov :

---i walk into blooms room to see him on the floor? whatever. "bloom,you wanna explain that shit you said to divided?" I say annoyed.
"I- uh-" bloom stutters. "why did you fucking say that to him." I say as I was starting to get impatient. I needed a fucking answer.

"i...didn't..mean to?" bloom says. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT MEAN TO? THAT WAS SOME REALLY MEAN SHIT YOU SAID BACK THERE??!??" I scream. bloom was really making my blood boil.

"WELL. IF HE NEVER DONE IT I WOULD NEVER BRING IT UP! CAN YOU STOP DEFENDING HIS ASS AND ACTUALLY SIDE WITH SOMEONE ELSE!!"
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the fight went on for..I don't know? whatever. all the things he's saying is going too far.
"your so fucking messed up." I say before slamming the door in blooms face. I was so fucking frustrated with bloom that I started crying.
"woah bro-" divided says trying to calm me down.

Bloom pov:

---I started to cry because of my frustration. honestly. all I wanted was a hug right now. why am I even crying?
I started it in the first place. I don't know what I was doing with myself anymore. I was so fucking mad at myself. I just wanted to.... disappear.

i thought about the word. shit. I never thought I would be the
suicidal one. but here I am.

I walk into the bathroom and just. stare at myself for what seems like a eternity.
i thought how things would turn out if they never met me. too bad for them they did.

I looked at the razor. I was really hesitant of what I was about to do. '*fuck it.*' I think to myself before picking up the razor and sliding it against
my wrist.
I always though cutting would..hurt. but for some reason...it felt great. I chuckle at myself and continue what I was doing. till I hear a knock on my
Door. I panic and put the razor down. then I put my hoodie sleeves down to cover the bleeding.

"...yeah?" I ask
"Hey bloom! heard you and dyso um...got into a fight?" bugsby says. I didn't even know he was home.
"we did..um,yeah.." I say nervously.
"Wanna go to the living room? we're gonna hangout and maybe you could sort things out with dyso." bugsby says.
"ah- okay.. I'll be down in a bit.." I say while bugsby nods and goes downstairs.
"..shit..shit..how am I gonna cover this.." I mumble to myself before looking for a medkit. I found one,but it was just bandages.
I hope this will be enough. while putting them on I wince in pain. it burns,but I have to deal with it.

after putting on the bandages I put on a oversized hoodie that covers my wrists. making sure that they don't see what I've done to myself. yeah I was disappointed in myself but it felt..good. I ignore all my feelings and the pain and just go downstairs.

Divided pov:

---'*well,blooms here. I wonder how this is gonna turn out*' I think to myself as bloom sits down on the couch. it was quiet until bugsby said something. "uh,bloom were gonna have a sleepover at my room tonight. do you like- wanna come with us?" bugsby asks nervously. breaking the awkward silence.

I notice dyso look at bloom annoyed. "uh..sure" bloom says nervously. I think he noticed dyso,or something else? don't know.

Time skip:3

it's been a few hours since that happened. We were all in bugsbys room now talking about shit.
then we heard a wince from the corner.

Bloom pov :

---i wince as I realize that my wrists started bleeding. it hurt really bad but I was more focused at trying to cover up the blood.
I fall to the floor and start panicking.

"shit..shitshitshit.." I mumble while trying to stop the bleeding. I was literally PRAYING that none of them would notice me.
I look up up to see divided looking at me concerned. great. "you...good?" divided asks. "mhm..yeah.." I say.
um,this was getting pretty awkward.

then suddenly divided grabs my wrist. i screamed in pain. "AH- LET GO!" shit. It hurt so bad. divided lets go while I start to panic.
for some reason it hurt now instead of earlier. i was struggling to take off the bandages.

it was burning so bad I felt tears in my eyes. then I saw hands helping me.
It was divided and bugsbys while dyso was looking for a medkit. i would be surprised but it hurt so bad I didn't have time to react.
"I FOUND A MEDKIT !!" dyso screamed. running to bugsbys room.

Divided pov :

---'*holy shit.. what the fuck is this?*' I thought to myself seeing all the cuts on blooms wrists reveal itself.

"Wha- what the fuck is this??" 
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1188 words. uh doodoo chapter but whatever🥹
I'm so sorry for the lack of um actually good ideas but I'll try :3
um if it's okay maybe someone could give me req?? I'm working on a new chapter rn so dw :33
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