My Sunshine.

𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 11: 𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕦𝕣𝕖

Hailey?

I knew Hailey has became a model, but it has never occurred to me that these two would meet.

Shit.

What should i do now?

Should i call Camila?

But i really don't want to ask her.

Why is everything becoming complicated to me.

So to sum up everything...Camila cancelled on me 'cuz she was busy with work which is modelling and she met Hailey there. But it can't be that they're friends right? Noway. That can't happen. Pfff.

But deep down something in me tells me that they are friends. The best part is that Hailey doesn't know i know Camila so i guess it's good.

I don't need to call Camila.

I don't want to ask her if she's her friend.

I have no right to do so.

I texted Camila hesitantly.

Hey, wanna meet somewhere - :
this week since we didn't got to meet today.

Not long ago i texted her i received a notification.

: - Sorry i have plans all week.

Shit.

That's what I've been scared of.

And it happened.

How can someone have plans all week. That's just absurd.

Now she moves on like nothing ever happened between us. Like she never laughed with me. Like i hadn't moved in with her. Now is the time that she realises that John is better than me in everything and she would rather date him than date me. It is easy for her to move on.

But i can't say the same to me.

I started sobbing. I sobbed on my pillow so that no one will be able to hear me. I started crying over her, over life, over everything and over myself. I feel so insecure right now. Insecure about her leaving me for a better guy.

I remember that dad used to tell me that real men don't cry. But i don't care. A man is also a person. A person has emotions. And one of them is crying. So as long as am a person i can cry. But even my senses won't let me cry in front of a person. I would be too embarrassed. That's why my mom always tells me that she misses my crying face. Now let's be real. Who would miss this. I scoffed. I wiped my dry tears which are on my cheeks. I don't need to cry over this. Over her. I won't let her win. I won't let her see me cry.

My mother always used to say 'Don't give them the satisfaction they need. Don't let them see you cry. Don't let them win.' I haven't been in a situation to use it. But now, i think i will be using it.

I drifted off to sleep.

CAMILA'S POV:

I was on my way to meet Hailey.

Let's be real now...she's my first friend. I know what you're thinking but nah they are not my friends. First, i don't consider John as my friend...i consider him as my enemy. Second, i consider Adrian as my soulmate. Since i've been feeling this weird feeling i guessed that it was some sort of connection you feel when you're around you're soulmate. I can see her sincerity in her eyes. Though i tried to avoid her and br cold to her. She's the most un-ignore-able person i've ever met.

And yes, we are friends now. I don't want to be cold to someone who is trying their best to be nice to me. So i've decided to be nice to her. Her befriending me like this was unexpected. She have texted me thus morning saying that we should go to the movies. And yes, she made plans about what we will do all week.

I feel like i've ignored Adrian for a while. I canceled on him that day cuz' i was ordered to fill in for someone at the Fashion Show. I couldn't say 'no' since i was told that Naomi Campbell will be there too. Who is the most famous model in the world. I met Hailey on the Fashion Show too. And he asked me out today too. And me being the jerk i am i cancelled on him. Again. I was so pissed about myself not accepting his offer. But i've done it so that i can have a friend for once. And i know that he won't leave me cuz' i cancelled on him two times. But Hailey would. So i thought to myself 'why not make new friends and keep my already friends on hang' but i just realised that i was so so wrong. 'keeping my friend as close as i can so they won't leave me' that was what i was supposed to do. I know i made a big mistake. But i don't know how i will be able to fix it.

Pushing my thoughts aside i walked to the place Hailey was standing.

She welcomed with a big smile excitement filling her eyes. She came running towards me and i knew it was for a hug.

I gave her the 'i-don't-like-hugs' look and she backed away as if she read my eyes.

We got into the cinema taking our seats with a popcorn on our hands and a coffee on our other hands. The movie haven't started yet. So i've decided to ask her since i won't be able to ask anyone except google, who will only complicate things out for me.

"Can i ask you a question?" I blurted out.

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Hey guys. Am soooooooooo sorry. Words can't describe how sorry i am. I got caught up in my studies and i forgot that i have readers who are waiting for me.

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Guys this is chapter 11 read chapter 10 before this. I don't know why but wattpad is really messing with me rn.