My Sunshine.

𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 12: 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕤

"Can i ask you a question?" I blurted out.

"Sure."

"How do you know when you're in love?" I asked collecting the courage.

"Oh, honey! You must know it...haven't you ever been in love?"

I got angry with her response. I could have beaten her up if she wasn't my friend. I clinched my fist.

"I haven't. Can't you just tell me how it feels?" I rolled my eyes.

"Okay, okay." She started adjusting her seat toward me getting ready to talk.

"Love can't be explained with words. Love is something you can't touch, can't see...when you're in love you can see it in your actions, you suddenly start caring for that person, you start thinking about that person 24/7, you hate seeing them sad, you would kill the world to just see that person smile, you would never do something that hurts or makes them sad, you never think about their flaws, you can spot that person from a crowd, you feel emptiness when they're not with you, you want them around, you want their company, you just...love them." Tears were already forming in my eyes.

I can't love him.

I don't deserve him.

He deserves so much better than me.

But it's the truth.

I love him.

But how can i?

I have never loved anyone.

I only loved my mom and dad.

Note: loved.

I don't love them anymore. I only loved them when i was a kid. But not anymore.

When i take a break from my thoughts, Hailey was so close to crying.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"It just reminds me of the time i was in love." She said with a smile.

"Was?"

"Ya, was."

"What happened?" I asked eager to know.

When she was about to answer my question. The movie started.

"I will tell you later." With that she focused on the movie unlike me. I was thinking about Adrian the whole time.

ADRIAN'S POV:

It's been a week.

I didn't think about her the whole week. Oh shit! I just did. I internally slapped my forehead. I've been caught up with work that i didn't even eat properly this week. But since i've presented and finished my project. My mind can only think of her. But if it's been a week her plans may have cleared up right?

Should i call her?

Nah. Maybe she's chilling with John.

I was sitting on my chair when i heard my boss's voice.

"ADRIAN!" He shouted.

I ran towards his office as fast as i can.
I was already panting when i reached his office.

"Y-yes sir-r." I said without looking up.

"Hey."

That voice instantly made me look up.

Camila.

Oh my god.

I can't believe it. She's here. Camila's here.

"Long time no see." She said with a smile on her face. Tears started forming in my eyes.

I missed her.

"Sit down." My bosses voice pulled me out of my delusions.

I sat in the chair in front of her.

"Look...there is some news about her in the internet which is not true and i need you to do you're job." My boss said.

"What news?"

He turned his computer towards me for me to see the news.

THE FAMOUS MODEL CAMILA SMITH ARTHUR WAS SPOTTED MANY TIMES WITH MODEL HAILEY SIMON HOLLAND. ARE THEY DATING?

Below the article there was a picture of Camila and Hailey one getting out from a cinema and the other from a cafe.

My body stiffened.

Camila seems to notice that but i ignored her.

"Okay, i will do my job." I was about to leave the office when i felt a hand on my wrist. I turned to the hand holding me then to the owner of the hand.

It was Camila.

"The article is about me, so we should work together." She smirked letting go of my hand.

I am happy that am with her right now, but i don't wanna be hurt again. I hate the feeling of being hurt it makes me wanna cry. I should try to distant myself from her and just do my work.

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We were at a cafe. She was drinking her coffee while i was explaining what we are going to do. But she didn't even glanced at the paper i was holding, she was just looking at me and it's making me nervous.

"Enough." She said.

"What? But I haven't finished yet."

"Not that...enough with pretending that we just didn't talk for a whole week."

She's right. I was pretending. But i should continue with that cuz' as i said earlier i don't wanna be hurt. So i just kept pretending.

"Why should we talk?"

"Adrian stop it." I love my name...only when it comes out of her mouth.

"Stop what?" I said with a stern look.

"You well damn know what am talking about."

I do.

But i don't wanna do that.

When i was silent she continued "Okay, am done with this shit, i need to do it now."

"Do what?" I was looking at her confusedly before she brought her chair closer mine. She leaned to my face. We were just inches away. My breath was getting heavy. She closed the distance between us. She kissed me. My eyes widened. I can't neither move nor breath. She was doing those dances with her lips using mine as a floor. I closed my eyes feeling the dance and the softness of her lips. I kissed her back. Her lips taste like the coffee she just drank. I was enjoying the pleasure am feeling before she pulled away. I was just sitting there shocked. She was smirking.

What is there to smirk about???

Before i even got the chance to recover from the shock, she adds to it.

"Will you go out on a date with me?"

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