My Sunshine.

𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 3: 𝕔𝕣𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘

She walked towards me as she got out of the car. "Hey Adrian, long time no see." She said with a smile on her face like she did nothing.

"What are you doing here?" I said with a cold expression on my face cuz' i stopped loving and chasing her since the time we broke up.

*𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘*

𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑟𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑠𝑜𝑜𝑛-𝑡𝑜-𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑝 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑢𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟.

𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑔𝑜𝑑 𝑖 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 5 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒. 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑖 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦. 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒, 𝑠𝑜 𝑖 𝑟𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑠𝑒.

"𝑎𝑚 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦."𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑠 𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑒. 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑛𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠.

"𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜." 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑.

"𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦?"

"𝑜𝑓𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒, ℎ𝑢𝑛...𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡?"

"𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑢𝑝."𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠. 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑦 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑢𝑝. 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑙'𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑒. 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡? 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑢𝑝?

"𝑤ℎ𝑦?" 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦.

"𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ..."𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑤𝑠.

"𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒, ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒, ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑒𝑟, 𝑠𝑒𝑥𝑦, 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐, 𝑟𝑖𝑐ℎ...𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒, 𝑢𝑔𝑙𝑦, 𝑤𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑑, 𝑐𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒...𝑖 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡." 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒. 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑎 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒.

"𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑖 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑏𝑜𝑦𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢...𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑗𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑦." 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡.

*𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘*

That was the most hurtful and cruel thing that a person has said to me my whole life.

She started approaching me...but i started taking a step back with every step she takes forward.

"Look Adrian, i know i did you wrong, i know i hurt you, i know you deserve so much better than me but if you would give me just one chance, just one more chance i will make everything right, please am begging you."

I laughed so hard as if am possessed. But it was just ridiculous to me. Like how could some body be forgiven after that it's not like am a God.

"Look Hailey, i know you're still holding onto the past but i've already moved on. Don't be obsessed with me just...live you're own life." She looked like she was hurt by my words...exactly as i wanted.

"Let me just ask you this one question...do you have a girlfriend?"
Ohhh how interesting now she wanna know about my private life. Like who do you think you are woman?

But i still have to answer her question tho. Should i say no? No that would make her think i didn't move on. I actually moved on but i just didn't like the idea of being in a relationship. But if i say yes, who is the girl then? Whatever.

"Yes, i do...why do you ask? It's not like we know each other." Dang. That was a good one.

"Good. I won't bother you again. But if you change your mind just call me." She said driving off from my front door. It's not like i have her number.

Shit.

She will kill me.

I ran to the subway scaring for my life cuz am running late for my fucking meeting. I barged into the front door of the cafe. She is sitting there as if she was waiting for somebody to kill.

Am so fucked.

"Am so sorry. I was late beca-" she cut me off by raising her hands to the air which tells me to stop. "No excuses. I will let this one slide cuz' this is your first time but if you ever ran late again...i think i might kill you."

I knew she would say that.

"Okay, Mrs. Arthur....then shall we start with the work?"

We started working and for a moment i zoomed out i remember all the best memories i had with Hailey but she left me as if i was a nobody. I met her today after 3 years. She looked as beautiful as ever but i don't wanna hold on to the past. But tbh my heart skipped a beat when i saw her get out of the car. But i can't do it. I just can't get back with her so easily after she broke me into pieces. But i missed her so much, i missed her like crazy that i even tried to commit suicide on the second year after we broke up.

I was interrupted by a voice.

"Hey, are you okay?" Nobody have asked me that question in a while. I felt a tear rolling down my face not on one eye but two.

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