I want to find a way to be happy no matter where I am at, rich poor, slim thick, I want to be able to be happy and content with my life at any given stage
I am lonely, I feel like I am broken but I can't pinpoint the problem
I want to exercise and I know I should but I don't want to, the thought excites me but the action does not
Eating well is hard, I eat too much or I eat too little, not very healthy; lately I struggle to eat 3/4 of my food, I always used to get seconds
I need to cry and I feel like I could cry for hours but the tears won't come
No matter how much sleep I have gotten I don't want to get up, I stay in bed till the absolute last second with just enough time to get ready and be on time for work. It doesn't matter if it is 3 or 13 hours, exhausted is the outcome
I get to work, laze all day, go home, lay in bed, maybe eat, sleep, repeat. This isn't me, I used to go out of my way to do extra work, I used to exercise daily, I used to love to clean, hike, call friends and family, where did I go?
I have not been my happiest self, I usually do good at keeping a positive mindset all the time but lately even on my hard days I really struggle to maintain it.
Consistent sadness, I don't remember when it started... back in November 2023 I think
I no longer have a purpose
Bare minimum is where it is at lately
My to-do list keeps getting longer but the days get shorter...
The odd burst of energy that I do get, I work really hard for a couple hours but then am gassed for the rest of the day. It is like I don't care anymore, my body has given up
I don't need a relationship to define me but I want one and feel like I haven't met anybody who even has potential as a partner with me
Nobody is interested, I am on dating apps and I have no matches, I look the best than I ever have and my profile is better. I am an attractive and fun person but still it isn't good enough for anybody online...
Guess you could call this my quarter life crisis
