I'm short with people, I feel people don't value me as much as I value them... or maybe I just value them too much
I have so much to do, don't know how to get there and I am trying to enjoy the process but most days it just isn't that simple.
I don't even want to listen to music anymore, I usually love dancing to it, I love how it makes me feel but lately I would be happier sitting in my bed staring at the ceiling with nothing else around me but the sound of my own breathing and the flicker of the light
I am not excited as I once was, it is like a chore doing anything, my passions no longer excite me
Stomach issues have been effecting me daily, I never had stomach issues before. Probably due to stress or something
I am in a strange time
I would like a significant other who I can message good morning and goodnight to, I don't need to talk to them every waking moment but just those two messages would be so good
I want to feel happy, fulfilled, comfortable, content with my life
I want to feel that no matter the stage in my life but it isn't that simple
I don't know how to get myself to start to do the things the way I like them again
Quite frankly, I don't know if I will ever like the things that I once did again
I like to be excited when I wake up, not roll over and silence my alarm
I like to be doing group fitness and enjoy it
My current self scares me
I don't recognize her
