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Okay so...
The first crush (where I pictured a future) I had was.....for his privacy, I'll call him........Chandler.........because he would always make me laugh. Anyways, I had a crush on him, and one time (in 2019 or smthn), his friend was putting duct tape on his mouth, and when I saw that, I said "Don't do that to my love!" And The Whole Class WAS SILENT
So silent that you could hear a pin drop. MY FACE TURNED BRIGHT RED. I LOOKED LIKE A TOMATO. And then a year later (THE PANDEMIC OOF), in Zoom school, he told me that he liked me. And since I didn't have my video off (like 99.9% of the kids there), everybody saw my shocked face. EVERYBODY. And so I said "I like you too". And he asked me if I wanted to be his gf. (I was a girl lolz) BUT HERE'S THE KICKER. I WAS 10. 10 YEARS OLD. MY MOM WOULDN'T LET ME HAVE A BF. SHE STILL DOESN'T. SHE'S AFRAID HE'LL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME AND TRY TO HAVE SEX WITH ME. Anyways.... I (STUPIDLY, MIND YOU) said "I would, but my mom won't let me". And his face fell (Meaning he frowned). He said "okay..." AND I STILL FEEL BAD TO THIS DAY 😭😭😭 I WANNA FIND HIM AND APOLOGIZE UGHHHHHHH AND THEN HE MOVED AWAY I DON'T KNOW WHERE
I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I love you all SO MUCH! Stay awesome Stay sweet And don't forget to be nice to each other And always...BE WEIRD AND DO CRIME.
