Trouble

Regret

As I walked through the party looking for Blooda I was getting hit on left and right. I swear I could throw up from all the ugly niggas hitting on me.

"Where is this man at?" I asked myself while I pushed all type of different men from me. I swear it took me the longest time to find Blooda but I did and of course he was rizzing up this one girl I knew.

"BLOODA" I yelled from a distance but I don't think he heard me or he was ignoring me properly the second one. I walked over to him and tapped his shoulder.

He looks down at me like I was some annoying kid asking for money. He rolled his eyes when he saw it was me which made me rolled mine back.

"What do you want little nigga?" Blooda asked me

"I need your help" I told him, trying my best not to get smart with him

"With what?" He asked

"Molly playing with Blaze feelings again so I need you to talk some sense into him" I said

"And why the fuck can't you do it" he said, looking away from the girl turning towards me looking into my eyes.

"Don't you think I tried I wouldn't be talking to you if I could" I said

He starts grinding his teeth together like he was annoyed but I was asking for help from him for m his so called best friend or whatever they call each other.

I started getting mad by the way he was just standing there not moving a single muscle. I was about to cuss him out till I felt a drink getting poured on my head that dripped onto my dress. I looked down at my dress and saw it was ruined.

I swear you could feel the steam coming out of my head from how mad I was. I looked back up and saw Blooda poured vodka on me.

"You know what, I hope Blaze sees how much of a bitch you really are. If he kills someone because of your hoe ass sister don't say SHIT because it's all you and your disgusting ass pet of a sister fault too" I said, storming off

I knew I shouldn't have came and found Blooda. I have better luck getting ran over by a car than Blooda actually being a decent human bean.

I rushed through the crowd people that was blacked out drunk or smoking weed. As I rushed through them they started looking at me weird so I looked down and saw my dress was see through so now they can see my nipples clear as day along with my thong showing.

The one fucking time I wore a thong and no bra I get a fucking vodka poured on me. I hurried back over to Blaze that was exactly where I left him and I was thankful he was.

"Blaze, can we please leave" I ask Blaze

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As I walked home I felt eyes from every direction staring at me. If I never felt more uncomfortable than I am right now I lied because this right here is the most uncomfortable I ever felt.

Each step I took was me getting closer to home even if my dress felt like rubber rubbing against my bare skin.

The sunset was beautiful as I looked upon it while putting one foot in front of the other. Yes my feet was sore, yes my skin felt sticky as hell and yes my body was expose to the world because this dress was made from sheer fabric but I was almost home and that's all I really care about.

A nice hot steamy shower with my name on it. Call me lame but it's better then being a party that's being thrown by the one person that hates your whole life existence, or watching your cousin wanna kill his opp because of his crazy ex girlfriend wanna play with his feelings so bad which makes him some type of sociopath.

It's like making him mad is a drug to her and one day it's gonna get so out of hand I'm scared Blaze gonna get hisself into something he can't get himself out.