~ Violet's POV ~
I slammed the door behind me and I fell on my bed, I took my pillow and I start screaming. I was screaming for about 5 minutes when I heard a knock on my door. I avoided it but I heard a second and a third one. I can't avoid people for the rest of my life.
"Come in ..." I said and I wiped my tears away. "Are you okay?" Bruce asked with sadness in his voice
"Yes, I'm fine", I tried to smile but damn, is the most difficult thing in situations like this one. "Well, I don't think this is true. Violet, I'm your brother, I know when you are fine and when you are not, so are you going to tell me what happened?" he tried to touch my hand but I pulled it away.
"Fine ... but I tried ..." he stood up, he looked me for one more time and he said "I think some music will make you feel better, try it, music makes everything better" he smiled and he disappeared behind my opened door.
"Yeah ... sure thing" I whispered.
I took my computer in front of me and I just sat there staring my blank screen. I don't know what to do. Maybe he is right ... So I decided to listen to some music.
Well, I never had a favorite genre of music, but I remember myself listening alternative, rock and punk rock music before the depression. "Damn I was a cool person" I laughed. I haven't laughed for days, maybe even weeks ... wow this is long time ...
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It is 7:30 pm and I have been listening music for the last 5 hours. Bruce was right, music always helps.
I got up and I looked myself in the mirror, I really look like trash. I don't know what to do with my life. I don't even know if I have a talent or something. Betty was right, I'm a trash. I'm useless and talentless and I hate my life.
"I want to be happy again ..." I opened the top drawer from my nightstand and I took a razor in my hands. It's so small but it can "help" some people.
"Maybe I can try ... for one more time" but then my phone started ringing and I dropped the razor on the floor.
I saw the name on my phone and the first thing that I thought was to break my phone, but instead I answered it ....
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well ... it's a shitty chapter but whatever :P
anyway sorry for uploading after 4 days but I was pretty busy with my ballet classes (yep I'm a ballerina xD)
Sofia x
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The perfect person at the wrong time // Michael Clifford //
FanfictionViolet is an average girl. Her life is normal, full of problems. She gave up trying to find what she needs the most. But what happened when new people comes to her life to show her a side of her that she didn't know she has? To show what she really...
