I'm trying to live but even day to day is too much I'm struggling just recently I was stranded in the raining cold my life is a hell.i with I didn't know someone else's hell must be more entertaining for sure torture is all I can say for mine but I'm trying even in this sate of mind I don't have much time but I'm gonna try I don't have a choice there's no changing the time it's set in stone and forever in time so I will try until my demise.