i agree with my husband [ jake x johnnie ]

ch.16

the hour before the first concert was a disaster. i was panicing, crying, if i could i would never go on the stage. but i have to.
jake is with me the whole time, holding my hand, trying to calm me down. it helps, but only a little.

the last minute before my appearance on stage is like waiting for my own execution. i know that once i am up there, performing my songs i will be okay, i will even enjoy it, but right now i can't deal with the stress.

i try to act as confident as i can when i walk up the stairs to the stage and everything seems fine. these people like me, they like my videos and they only bought the tickets to see me. i spot some people wearing my merch in the crowd. but i see something that catches my eyes. i mean, someone.

i see kyle in the middle of the crowd. i don't even know how i spot him, but now all i can see is him. i haven't saw him in like three years. i lot changed since then. he is singing along with me, when he notices that i watch him, he gives me a little wave and his iconic smile. damn, he is pretty.

after i break the eyecontact i look to my left, where jake is, he is standing next to the stage, and he looks so proud. my boy is proud of me, and it melts my heart. i think i'm slowly falling for him. like, falling for real, not just liking him. i always liked him, but i wasn't in love. i don't even know what love feels like, but i think i start to kinda feel it towards jake.

after the concert is finished i go backstage, where jake is waiting for me, totally excited.

"babe, you were fucking awasome!" he yells, and i am afraid that someone might hear him call me babe, but i try not to think about that. i really need to stop overthinking.

"thanks, jakey" i smile at him. "i have to make a phone call, i'll be right back" i say and go outside.

i get my phone from my pocket and start dialing kyle's number. i hope it's still the same and he hasn't changed it. he picks up.

"hey, johnnie" he says, i can tell by his voice that he is smiling.

"why didn't you tell me that you are coming? come backstage, dumbass!" i tell him and run back inside, so i can talk with the security to let kyle into the backstage. jake literally spawns behind me, i don't know when he got here, or where he came from.

"what's happening?" he asks comfused. i was so excited that kyle is here, that i forgot to tell him.

"kyle is here" i smile. jake seems frustrated.

"that kyle? from my digital escape?"

"yeah. he's cool, he's just like me really. i think you two will get along" i smile and i really think this. kyle finally arrives and the security lets him come to the backstage.

we literally have the longest hug we ever had. i missed kyle, he was my best friend for so long.

"we should do something tonight! the three of us" kyle says when we go inside my changing room. i agree with him, and jake nods too.

the changing room only has two armchairs and kyle sits in one of them, i wanted to sit in the other one, but jake was faster and he sat down before me, so i just stood there awkwardly.

"sit down, dummy" jake said, and pulled me in his lap, i felt my cheeks getting warmer.

kyle excused himself in the bathroom.

"johnnie, you were amazing, i'm so proud of you" jake said and kissed my cheek.

"yeah, i kinda forgot about the concert, when i saw kyle" i smile and cuddle jake.

"you two had sex, aren't you?" he asks and my eyes widen.

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i love kyle so much

27/2/2024