Destroy myself just for you • Lip Gallagher

I think i was kinda falling in love with her

3rd person pov

Everyone looked at one another before Fiona looked at Ian who nodded and made his way up to their room

Lip slammed his door taking his coat off and throwing it before kicking the books on his floor, he flopped onto his bed as the door slowly opened to reveal Ian

"You all right?" Ian asked grabbing a cig and lighter, "How was Karen? Lip?"

"She fucking dumped me. And then so did Aurora"

"Were either of you two even a couple?" Ian chuckled as Lip sighed looking at him, "Still feels shitty. Especially with Aurora"

"Karen is kind of a slut" Ian said lighting his cig, "Yeah, but... then so am i"

"Probably why you two got along"

"I think i was kind of falling in love with her"

"Which her?" Ian asked passing Lip the cig, "Aurora"

Aurora was lying in her bed watching Chip, her fish, and Long John Silver, her turtle

She knew sooner or later V was gonna come up and ask what happened at dinner didnt know it'd be so soon

"Aurora" V spoke knocking on her door, "Im dead" she replied as the door opened

"Do you wanna talk about what happened at dinner?" V asked sitting next to her, "No"

"Can i ask what happened?"

"No"

"Want me to leave?"

"No"

"You gotta talk to me, Ro. I cant help you if i dont know what's wrong" V sighed patting her leg

"When Lip and i left to go see Karen he told me we were gonna go check on her cause she's sad about her dad, when we got there he told me to sit and talk to Sheila, so i did. We went into the kitchen cause she wanted to bake something but we heard moaning and groaning so she chuckled and waved it off. And then we heard them yelling at each other and shit, so when we left i asked- i yelled at him about it and he yelled back, lied and said they didnt fuck, but they did. And then yeah, we yelled at each other some more before he went to his room and i went home" Aurora explained not looking at V

"Wow" V said letting out a breath, "Why dont you talk to him about it, Ro?"

"I dont even wanna look at him. No matter what he says to me or does with me, he always runs back to her. It'll always be her" Aurora said finally looking at V, who frowned Aurora had a red nose, red cheeks, tears in her eyes and tears stained on her face

"Because he's a dumb ass, Ro, she's an easy fuck. She fucks anything that walks. He just needs to grow a pair and move on from her, but he'll realize he just lost the best thing he could ever have. I dont want you in here crying about a Gallagher, i love 'em to death, but they dont have the best relationship record" V smiled

"I think this whole thing just proves im not good enough"

"Hey, maybe she'll do something really stupid and he'll forget about her"

"I dont wanna be his second choice"

Aurora was dressed in gray sweatpants, a black long-sleeved crop top and white AF1, her hair was down with a black hat over

"Where'd you get the car?" Aurora asked not looking at Lip, they sat on top of a roof overlooking the city

"What?" he asked looking at her but she didnt look at him, "The one you wrecked tryna kill your dad"

"Stole it"

"Why'd you do it?" she asked finally looking at him, "I dont know, Aurora, i really like you. And ive been trying to ignore my feelings or get rid of them cause i know you deserve better, as bad as it sounds Karen was my distraction from you" he explained as she nodded a little

"Why would you have me go with you if you knew you were gonna fuck her?"

"I didnt know i was, i didnt even thing about that. I was really going over there to check on her and then she started kissing me and it happened. And then after she told me we cant see each other anymore. And then i found out she fucked Frank, so you were right"

"Always am" she shrugged a little, "I would, could and will chose you over her or anyone else every day"

"Then why didnt you just talk to me about you feelings?" she sighed, "I dont know, Arie, I'm not used to the committed relationships and stuff. I'm used to a fuck and go and then usually never see them again. I genuinely like you, Aurora"

"I like you too, Lip" she smiled looking at him, "Just so you know the timer for me to ever fuck you has restarted" she laughed a little

"Do you forgive me?" he asked as she bit her lip, "I do. But you only have so many chances that im gonna give you, and i can only forgive you so many times" she said as he nodded

"I promise to not fuck up" he smiled placing her hands on her face as the two leaned in

She put her arms around his neck as he moved her onto his lap, "Hmm, no, no" she said breaking the kiss

"One day?" he smiled as she nodded

"One day" she said laying her head on his shoulder

Aurora was was laying on Ian's bed with her head on Lip's lap, "Lip?" they head Frank yell from outside

"Lip?" Frank yelled once more, the two looked over towards the window when something hit it, "Lip, im sorry, ok? I'm a shit. I know i am. A complete asshole. I know it" he said as Aurora sat up from his lap as Lip turned and looked out form the window

He opened the blinds as the two looked to see Frank, "If your grandmother was here, she'd say it too. It's totally my fault. We all do things. Well, not all. It's like... the moon orbiting the Earth. Thee things show up and you know you shouldn't.. but then you do, and then you dont know what to do. But we cant hold it against her. She's young and carefree. I mean, we're both victims here, you and me. The Bible says it is bless to forgive, son. And that forgiveness is the first step on the stairway to heaven. We're both fucking victims! Open the window son" Frank yelled as Lip opened the window

"How can i ever really say I'm sorry?" Frank sighed looking down, Aurora turned around as Lip began to pee on Frank

"What the fuck?" she heard Frank yell

"Goodnight, Arie" Lip whispered kissing her forehead, "Goodnight, Pip" she smiled as he groaned